Saturday, April 19, 2008
sucks to be awake now. Labels: SUCKS
i'm tired, but juz unable to get to slp.
cuz i know i shld do something.
but i actually did nt do it.
i even decieved myself bout it.
saying its ok, its alright.
wad a cock i'm, being so stupid.
grab the chance n do something edmund.
she's a nice girl. but i did nth in the end.
i wanna hang on alone.
thats why i kept it to myself.
all to myself. no one else.
but i still gt some weird sense.
i wan my buddies to ask.
one of them, nic or edwin or jit or jonah.
then i may get everything off my chest?!
i have no idea. this is gonna kill me soon.leave me to die.
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Sunday, June 10, 2007
it sucks loads to be studying. Labels: SUCKS
everything is like unwillingly learned.
i'm indeed totally nt in the mood.
u need to study boy!
RAHHHX. sucks to be studying.
omg. i seem to hate studying by the growing minute.
forget it edmund.
hes nt a friend worth.
he told me hes nt worth it.
but i nv once could feel so.
rationally i know.
but it nv seem to occur to me.
hope i learnt.
to be cleverer.
leave everything behind me.
show him i can do better than this.
but i cant.
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Friday, May 25, 2007
this feeling totally sucks. Labels: SUCKS
cant believe i believed in such a person.
believed tt things will turn out right.
thanks auhnihc.u did it.
u managed to slash me deep in.
and make it bleed non-stop.
wad hurts most?
it's nt when i found out i was such a fool.
it's when i found out u dun even care.
dun even care abt a single thing.
so i'm so indispensable to u.
i felt so cheap man. FCUK.
why muz i be the one calling u.
looking out for this and tt.
so tt's wad friends are for.
i understand now.
it has all along juz being my fault.
FCUK FCUK FCUK FCUK!
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