Wednesday, April 23, 2008
OMG. my nose is now like a tap. Labels: K9
macham cant control now la, auto tap sia.
flows like nobody's business. screw it man.
feels like i'm gonna fall sick soon. zzz.
i really hate to fall sick.
cuz i dun have 1 illness at a go.
its usually a large conmbination strike me at once.
>< n i have to be down for a few days min.
hope i dun fall sick yet man.
there alot to do for the next few weeks i guess.
so i cant afford to fall sick.
back to my unit life.
kinda slack lo. for the time being.
cuz we are still nt operationally ready.
so everyday is either slack or do saikang lo.
saikang is unavoidable i guess.
cuz we are still newbies ma.
of cuz all the shytty jobs go to us lo.
fine. my hands have to go to stop my tap nw.
thats all.
the scar that still burn till today.
the only barrier i've got to overcome.
the ultimate source of my fears.
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Monday, April 21, 2008
new unit is like so -.-sian. Labels: K9
8 to 5 for the time being.
cuz we are nt deemed to be OPs ready.=/
the duty is kinda xiong la.
11 minimum a month.
very monotonous n regimental n routine i guess.
the dogs there are huge man.
guard dogs sia. all so HUGE.
so i have to travel to n fro home now..
guess my travelling expenses man.
even worse than my pathetic pay la. zzz.
it sucks when u cant slp.
cuz everything weighs on ur mind like a stone.
so heavy, so heavy. n u cant heck it.
infinite thanks to edwin.
cuz u let me say everything out.
thou u din really help me much.
but i still love u x10 la.
or else i muz be feeling worse now.
your image juz keep flaring up in my mind.
unstoppable emotions.
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