saw a long-lost friend today.
ok. i duno wad means long lost.
long since we met?
or its juz long gone?
or both?! i wonder.
he did changed. alot indeed.
me too. i've changed.
i'm no longer the old me.
i dun believe so easily.
i became loads smarter wif ppl.
but it does nt ease the unnerving feeling.
i felt uneasy seeing him.
or maybe weird.
its juz nv before.never.
things would nv turn back.
but it juz made reality strike me back.
i'm a failure. a real one.
it juz happens so.
i see another "long-lost" in school too.
this one have no pun.
it simply means long gone.
but nt exactly long.
we were such close friends for this short period of time.
shared everything in mind.
but. things changed so fast. so fast beyong recognition.
no we're plain strangers.
i felt so helpless even hearing his name.
dun even wish to go anywhere near.
haha. so useless right?!
i think i'm that.
he was the one that changed me.
to believe once more in friendships.
but he was the one that broke it.
i'm now totally unable to recover from this.
it simply made me harbour this strong distrust.
for friendship n the uncertainties.
i cant believe anymore.
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