looking at back all the photos i had.
i was packing my darn drawers.
and found the sudden interest.
to closely look into every photo.
and i realised alot of people have walked into my life.
and many walked out.
so many. to the extent tt i could nt recognise some.
i found out something.
its nt the amt of effort tt matters in a friendship.
coz once the time is up.
for the friendship to be over.
its over. all over.
nth much u do can help.
u nv know who will be the next one stepping into ya life.
or even who's gonna leave u for good.
looking at my phonebook.
so many contacts i've nv used.
my msn messenger.
so many ppl i've yet to talk to for ages.
impt ppl tt left me.
ppl like jw, ch.
they left for good.
and guess wad.
uptill now i still cant accept such simple stuffs.
cuz some ppl have stood an impt place.
i'm plain stubborn.
totally resistant to certain changes.
i'm selfish for sure.
cuz i dun wish for my friends to leave me.
cuz i treasure all of them.
ok.all the rambling got me something off my brain.
dun think it made me better.
but at least its all here.
instead of being all cooped up.;)
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