color*breeze
the reachable sky is still too far away
but i will get there somehow

Saturday, June 30, 2007

S13 BBQ!
food galore! haha.
was so darn full after the whole bbq la.
although i did nt eat much la.
like v little of everything makes me so full.
bleh. the venue was good.
but rather expensive lo.
food was ok.
but felt abit bad.
din do a good job in food preparation.
the chilli chosen was nt so nice.
n my hand now still got the smell.
of fish prawns meat and all the seasoning.
rahhx. juz cant be gotten rid of.
ohh. also celebrated two bdays in advance
chris n jithin. on 30th n 1st respectively.
planned all the suprises n stuffs la.
as usual lo.
but this time got to throw ppl into pool.=/
ohh yahh.
Happy Birthday to Christopher=D

but boos. tmr i have to work la.
but it means income $_$
i've been broke for too long.
need to have income though.
and i have HRC to complete still la.
zzz. by sunday somemore.


guess wad?
i could believe tt i actually recovered frm the pain.
but i do doubt myself.
if i can stand in front of this person,
n still say hi normally.
even when he said we're nt frens.

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Thursday, June 28, 2007

spare me from all of it.

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

You Are Apple Green
You are almost super-humanly upbeat. You have a very positive energy that surrounds you.And while you are happy go lucky, you're also charmingly assertive.You get what you want, even if you have to persuade those against you to see things your way.Reflective and thoughtful, you know yourself well - and you know that you want out of life.
http://www.blogthings.com/whatcolorgreenareyouquiz/">What Color Green Are You?


Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 85%
Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is Very High
You've spent a lot of time introspecting, and it's really paid off.You are comfortable with who you are, and you have a life philosophy that you are happy to live by.And you're always re-evaluating what you believe. Because you learn something new about yourself each day!
http://www.blogthings.com/howdoesyourintrapersonalintelligenceratequiz/">How Does Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Rate?



What Your Hands Say About You
You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills.
Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you.
Brainy and intelligent, you are intellectual to the point of being incomprehensible.
Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life.
http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoyourhandssayaboutyouquiz/">What Do Your Hands Say About You?




You Are Chardonnay
Fresh, spirited, and classic - you have many facets to your personality.You can be sweet and light. Or deep and complex.You have a little bit of something to offer everyone... no wonder you're so popular.Approachable and never smug, you are easy to get to know (and love!).
Deep down you are: Dependable and modest
Your partying style: Understated and polite
Your company is enjoyed best with: Cold or wild meat
http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofwineareyouquiz/">What Kind of Wine Are You?




Found the one abt hands v true!!
should try! haha. =/

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cut my hair today.
looks short. haha.
but cooling though. tidy also.
and i inserted back my tagboard!
so tag ppl!! =D

ok. school sucks.
i got like 2 Ds for my CT to date.
others still remain unknown.
but its like OMG lousy.
guess its high time to wake up.
n pull my socks.
i wun wan this to appear for As.

some things can never be the same as before.
no matter how hard u try.
so does it mean u give up?

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

looking at back all the photos i had.
i was packing my darn drawers.
and found the sudden interest.
to closely look into every photo.
and i realised alot of people have walked into my life.
and many walked out.
so many. to the extent tt i could nt recognise some.
i found out something.
its nt the amt of effort tt matters in a friendship.
coz once the time is up.
for the friendship to be over.
its over. all over.
nth much u do can help.
u nv know who will be the next one stepping into ya life.
or even who's gonna leave u for good.
looking at my phonebook.
so many contacts i've nv used.
my msn messenger.
so many ppl i've yet to talk to for ages.
impt ppl tt left me.
ppl like jw, ch.
they left for good.
and guess wad.
uptill now i still cant accept such simple stuffs.
cuz some ppl have stood an impt place.
i'm plain stubborn.
totally resistant to certain changes.
i'm selfish for sure.
cuz i dun wish for my friends to leave me.
cuz i treasure all of them.
ok.all the rambling got me something off my brain.
dun think it made me better.
but at least its all here.
instead of being all cooped up.;)

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Monday, June 25, 2007

bleak. the word to describe whats ahead.
start of school again.
but i was lucky.
i need nt go school today.
felt so happy.
went for my NS medical appointment.
wasted time lo. haha.
all the funny IQ qn n stuffs.
and now i realised.
tmr i have to be back into school.
with all the tutorials n lectures.
nt forgetting having to face my results.
bleh. tmr will be a good day! ;(
i faced the fact. but could nt face u.
who are u? a friend or foe?
i really can differentiate.

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Sunday, June 24, 2007

ok. my results reflected it all.
i merely did nt try hard enuf?
or did i juz tried it the wrong way?
maybe more of the latter bah.
felt the stress whan i saw my results.
a mere D for physics.
lousy to the core.
guess it juz signifies something.
its time to really buck up.
no more time to waste.

end of hols;(

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Saturday, June 23, 2007

post exams blues. sucks.
ko-ed for the ten over hours.
now have to worry abt results.
worried i cant perform well.
den i have to attend sickening remedials.
rahhhx. cant imagine.
hate to stay behind n wait.
ages for a remedial.

last day of hols.
last day of complete freedom.
last day to slp late.
last day to avoid.

i simply hate to go back to school.
cuz i duno how to face things.

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whoa. end of common test!
finally. so tired out.
cant believe i endured through it.
hope it wun be tt bad.
but i was soo tired after it.
actually was supposed to have kbox outing.
wif my class.
but got psycho-ed to pon.
anw i was to tired to sing la.
another day maybe?
came home. and slacked arnd abit.
and i juz dozed off when i nua-ed on bed.
guess wad time i woke up?
noW! i slpt for like 10 over hours.
wad an enjoyment;)
gotta enjoy well my last few days of break!;)

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Thursday, June 21, 2007

last paper in 10 hours time.
wished everything would end sooner.
bleh. sucks to be studying.
Last Paper tmr!! physics=/

i am a stubborn man. that's why i'm unhappy.

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Would You Be There -Redwan Ali
Superb song. nice lyrics too.
a song tt u definitely wun wish to miss.
ok. down wif econs and maths!
two more papers to go!
three more days!
nahh. dun wish to rake up bout maths or econs.
shall look into the future!
haha. i must study hard!!


strangers before.friends once.strangers again.

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Monday, June 18, 2007

yeahh! one paper down.
4 more to go!=/
Gp paper was disgusting.
cant do the paper la.
it's like difficult can.><
grrr. drop the subject.its over anw.
i now finally knew i need to work hard.;(

it's hard pretending nt to see.

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Sunday, June 17, 2007

漫天纷飞的花语
落在春的泥土里
滋养了大地
开出下一个花季
风中你的泪滴
滴滴落在回忆里
让我们取名叫做珍惜

那些痛的记忆
落在春的泥土里
滋养了大地
开出下一个花季风中
你的泪滴
滴滴落在回忆里
让我们取名叫做珍惜
让我们懂得学会珍惜

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LOOK! i studied until 3!
proud of my success.
to sit and study so hard.
pulling my poor hair most of the time.
trying to maximise my learning.
learn fast and thorough.
rather effective.
completed my chemistry and managed to start on my econs.
but i did slacked arnd to sms.
n now i'm feeling slpy.
coz some PIG siew juz told me he's slping.
made me realise its time for bed!
haha. lost track of time.
my biological clock is screwed.
shall go for my beauty sleep!
Tada~! ;)

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saturday wasted. all down the drain.
cant believe it. time is all GONE.
spent my whole day in bliss.
haha. w/o studying. but being happy.
nua-ed in the afternoon.
tot i had the evening and night.
but guess wad.
i went for the bbq at downtown east.
to enjoy myself.
and i had lots of fun.
nv regretted spending my time down there.
but now i felt guilty.
for wasting my second last day.
before the dreaded common test.
and here i'm, late in the night,
trying to catch back my lost time.
frantically trying to stuff all the knowledge in.
hope i will be prepared for the battle.
haha. and here i'm off.
to my notes;(



the sheer mention of him brings back everything.

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Friday, June 15, 2007

hmm. theres nt much to blog for the hols.
its juz all abt studying.
studying studying and studying.
all the knowledge revolving round u.
and u have to force all of it into ur brain.
such a hols sucks.
all these studying reduced my hols to a mere few days.
and it is supposed to my longest hols for the year?!
forget it. all for the sake of As. ><

lose a friend.
it seems just like something so lacking
in your life.
like something tts supposed to be there
but not there.
but so wad if u care.
no one bothers.
many things just cant be erased like the way u erase a whiteboard.

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Wednesday, June 13, 2007

who on earth is the guess who i am tt did my test?O.o
scored damn well la.
but i seem to have not much idea who the hell it is.=/
identify urself?>< spooky sia hmm.
seems like yew tee mac is a nt bad location.
did some serious studying dere today.
was pretty distracted sometimes.
but still managed to complete a reasonable amt of work.
did 1 maths chapter. and 4 physics topics.
so proud of myself.:)
but its drawing nearer to common test.
and i dun feel v anxious. scared for myself.
haha. seem to have no sense of urgency all of a sudden.
need to trigger my own stress lever.
but feeling super bored and tired with all these studying shyt.
i wanna booze! hahah. have been ranting this twice le.
it hurts to even think.

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another late night for me.
three late nights in a row le.
duno how many more i can take before midyrs la.
rahhhx. hate it man.
to be studying. haha. i love to play more.
go away eyebags n dark rings ><

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

i so dislike sitting down to study.
restless me. juz cant settle down well.
RAHHX. so much to do.
and so little time to complete.
and guess wad?!
i changed my blogskin!!
to this! i think its simplicity is soo nice!!
n got green! so i like it;)
haha. i'm turning into some green freak next time.
and i was thinking of booze all the while.
when i was studying.
so freakingly long since i booze la.
shall declare it as part of my schedule!;)

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Monday, June 11, 2007

BOO! common test sucks.
have to coop at home to study like shyt.
so deadly to face the books for one whole day.
so i decided to finish my show.
i'm currently re-watching My Date With A Vampire.
second time to the show.
and i'm still soo addicted.
despite my studying.
i finished the 35 episodes in 2.5days.
so tempted to move on to the second.
but i dared not.
it would mean risking my poor grades.
shall save tt as a reward after common test.
chiong it after all my labour.
i can do it!!

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Sunday, June 10, 2007

it sucks loads to be studying.
everything is like unwillingly learned.
i'm indeed totally nt in the mood.
u need to study boy!
RAHHHX. sucks to be studying.
omg. i seem to hate studying by the growing minute.

forget it edmund.
hes nt a friend worth.
he told me hes nt worth it.
but i nv once could feel so.
rationally i know.
but it nv seem to occur to me.
hope i learnt.
to be cleverer.
leave everything behind me.
show him i can do better than this.
but i cant.

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Friday, June 08, 2007

hmm.after creating the test.
found it rather fun n meaningful.
allows u to know how FORGETFUL some ppl are.
and makes them remb certain facts.
some ppl are soo disappointing. [muz single out]
Nic tan score only like 61?
hai yo. and the blur yue qi also.
boo. so lousy. cant believe it.
the test i think also nt that difficult can.
but nt easy to get full marks only.


ok. countdown 10 more days to common test.
i really need to buck up.
have most of my things undone sia.
so many things to be done.
so little time.
guess its time to play smart.

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Thursday, June 07, 2007

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Create your own Friend Test here




try this test!

first to score full marks:

Violet CRumble Choco from ME!;)

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Wednesday, June 06, 2007

many times or not.i come to this page.
and i simply left without typing a single word.
this page allowed me to consolidate all my thoughts.
and think alot through wad i'm going through.

okok. shall not forget on this first.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
BELINDA!!;)
U'RE 18!
HOPE U CAN HAVE AN ENJOYABLE N AWESOME 18TH;)
back to my post.
being trying very very hard to mug hard for my coming common test.
but it does nt seem to work v well.
being v tempted to really enjoy my hols.
i really wanna play hard.
but nt in the mood to study hard at all.
seems like a very bad omen.
have nt been nailing much of my work.
things i've actually done.
Efield Gfield for physics.
entropy n organic for chem.
P&C for maths.
nth for econs.
this is bad.. anw i'm totally nt in the mood for studies too.
i cant believe i'm so foolish.
to bother about something u did nt care.
u said u could nt amend everything.
but u could nt tell me everything either.
everything frm u came to me in bits n pieces.
tt i could nt fit to form a complete story.
so wads the point of knowing it.
i felt u're worthy. more than it.
but u chose to do this to me.
and guess wad.
i actually blamed myself more than i blamed you.

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Monday, June 04, 2007

wads hurt is done.
and wads left is nothing.
but a pool of blood.
near my deeply cut heart.

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Friday, June 01, 2007

class outing.s13 u rock!;)
how was class outing?
hmm.. FUN! HOT!
imagine everyone wear soo nice.
but the freaking weather dun cooperate.
so warm. so damn humid.
nice way to have a class outing.
n it was successful.
PS! POOL! VIVO!
n guess wad?
i almost could nt catch the last train!
i dun wanna get stuck at somehwere again!!=/

town-ed today.
got my berms.
went arnd to shop.
sales all over the place la!!=/
shall do my shopping soon!
more shopping!!
and as promised.
my list for my wonderful 18th birthday!!
  1. cap
  2. shades
  3. jacket
  4. something green!
  5. shirts
  6. superb nice accessories

all of a sudden could nt list more le..

but definitely NO cakes.

dun seem to fancy much abt cakes..

maybe a slice will do? of my fav.;)

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