Wednesday, June 28, 2006
school started with a BANG.
big bang i mean.
straight at me.
lol. things happen all to me la.
loads man.
stress. work. frens.
each enuf to kill.
n i gt sick yesterdae!
-.-one day less to do stuff.
i slp the moment i gt home.
all the way till the nxt morning?
wth lo. i'm supposed to use the time.
to do my work? n all is pushed to...
today!
work. the ultimate.
my workload is like mountains high la.
no idea how to clear this man.
n guess wad?
all work is part of AP-.-
the worst thing to me.
the best thing our teachers think it is.
more sleepless nites again.
stress.the hated.
i nv like to be stressed.
its really hard for me to get stress.
i always do try to 4get it as far as possible.
but this time it seems impossible.
no idea why.
it is really like fuck la.
sorry for the vulgarity.
but i mean it.
thats the only word possible.
class ppl are like omg hardworking la.
dunno why. but wad sia.
DUN BE SO HARDWORKING FOR ONCE CAN?
its hard to compete man.
yepp. i agree its nth wrong la.
but its making me unable to breathe.
imagine the sleepless nites.
this is nt the way to catch up man.
i wonder why am i stuck wif a no life class.
all is study.
wun they get tired?
cant i juz get a break?
frens.the loved.
Buddies?none in sch. none at all?
the line b4 is my msn msg.
i juz found nth.
or maybve put it the worse way.
i did nt expect anything.
to start wif.
wad r buddies man.
wad for?
to drift apart?
or to betray?
LIFE IS JUZ SO FUCK MAN.
it juz make me so wanna end it.
end everything to my life.
not my day today man.
i gt loads of boring lessons.
n dunno why.
i have to endure ur sacarsm everyday.
WTF is ur prob lo.
juz know when to stop kaes.
esp when i'm sick n nt in a gd mood this morning.
u dun have to always rub it in.
n there was investiture rehearsal.
i'm backstage together wif nic.
nth much.
but we stayed all the way till 730?
when my time is precious?
n i waited for my buis to come.
btw, 157 came at 8?
i reached home at 9?
wad is this lo?hell.
n now i'm in a very bad mood.
stress is all it.
n i noticed a soemthing strange.
sensed it bahh.
i believe in my sense though.
but all over it.
my mood is now super bad laa.
if ur my buddy or fren.
tok to me.
if u juz wanna add salt here.
GET LOST.
if u understand me well enuf, u should know vulgarities in my blog is nt my way.
but guessed wad? its all here today.
becoz i'm really sad n angry. pissed also.
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