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Thursday, June 22, 2006

Post for the day.
today went sch for chem lecture.
was in off mode thr the lecture la.
was kinda affected by er zi's mood.
talk for a long while wif er zi yesterday.
talked abt loads. yepp.he was very sadd.
hope he will be better now=)
after lec went eat wif alot of ppl.
all wearin the orange needy camp tee.
like gang like tat.
was discussing clusterF1 bbq.
yepp. tentatively on this sat.
guess wad? food attach is ic for food again.
lol. but hope that this bbq wun screw up.=/
den had tution.
was super un attentive though.
had some catching up wif ber today.
talked abt alot of stuffs la.
find it gr8 to be catchin up wif a fren at times.
true ones i mean.
those that we talk abt everything.
nt those that look u up only in need.

comin to think of it,
ber reminded me of somethn.
wad r true frens? do i believe in it?
do i even have one? not more but one.
sad to say, i have no ans to this.
i thought of it. i pondered.
i really dunno who r really that true to me.
but deep inside, i dun wanna find out.
but wads the point of decieving urself.
if they're nt true, they are nt.
no point in having such frens.
dun waste ur effort time n anything on such ppl.
my life now is juz revolving round frens n family.
not love. its redundant now.
but come to think, frens...
how true? how false? i dun wish to knoe.

u came deep in.
so deep that i did nt notice.
but when u left,
u left that deep a scar.
that is burning,
that hurts lyke HELL.
but u din know.
u may think its nothn.
but to me, its everything.
u betrayed.
u made me lose faith.
u made me lose my belief,
that there are true frens.

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