my extended family feels so complicated.
all of a sudden.
so much of complications.
or rather many guesses, i would say.
nth is pretty much confirmed.
but it feels so scary all of a sudden.
to see how sinister the human can be.
and everything unfolds amazingly.
at times i feel so much like i'm in a drama.
like those HongKong kind..
hope everything turns out fine.

my blog is walking into his 3rd year alr.
cant believe its still here n going for so long.
n moving into 600 entries.
no matter the happy ones or the emo ones.
all these are my fantastic memories.

decided upon removing the damn emo entry.
or rather make it private i suppose.
found no point in posting it.
cuz there's no such problem now.
or maybe i shld say no feelings anymore.
so i'm more carefree.

oh great. i'm falling sick.
this is bad. damn bad.
i cant get to sleep despite my fatigue.
n the headache is really killing me.
ok. it just sucks to be sick i guess.

this is how sad i'm now.=(

MY HAIR IS SO SCREWED UP!
I'M IN DEPRESSION NOW=(

Labels: BAD HAIR DAY

such a blast.
things are so unpredictable.
they come so unknowingly.
sometimes i just have no idea how to react.
lesson learned;
cherish ur family n never neglect ur health.



stop me from thinking further.
cuz i still nid u as a fren.

Labels: family, health

Lets101 Quizzes - blog quizzes

decided to copy this.
true for me to a large extent.
cant believe it myself.

宅男
this is what i've been doing.
many reasons why i'm doing so.
first, people pangseh me=(
so i'm just unfortunate to go out i guess.
next, i guess i'm very broke alr.
so no point in going out so much.
i needa save up for my own sake.=/
furthermore, i wanted to spend some time with my family.
my family is so impt to me.
so in conclusion,
i still feel that i'm here consoling myself for staying home.=|


i'm still trying to feel my significance.
without making comparisons.
cause this feels awful.
n i don't know how much more of it can i take.

Labels: 宅男

guess i just wasted money today.
watched tropic thunder at cathay.
people that attended;
Me.
Jia Yun.
Benjamin.
Geraint.
Kenny.
Bay.
Shi Hao.
Leon.
Dominic.

the show was a disappointment for me at least.
totally lame and not that funny.
thou there are parts that u can really laugh hard at.
there's still parts where u catch no ball or stun.
storyline is totally lame-ed.
back to what i can say,
this show is just a retarded n lame show bout people getting lost in a forest.
haha. really not worth any recommendation.
1*/5* from edmund!
a waste of money.=/

Labels: tropic thunder

things tend to strike u when u least expect it.
i thought i've got nth much in mind to buy.
but just now, i realised i was wrong.=/
here's my wish list!
1. i want a nice hoodie jumper!=D
2. new wallet!
3. new watch=/ [has been wishing for this for ages..]
4. i nv think belts can suffice.
5. new pair of jeans.
6. vest. [just being vain..]
7. my timbuk2 dream has yet to come true..
8. nice pair of new shades^^
9. new pair of sneakers i recently saw at converse!
10. guess if i'm gonna continue the list never ends.. haha.

i'm really bored.=/

Labels: WISHES

ok. guess this is so crappy.
i'm too tired that i cant even fall asleep alr.
i have stretched over my limit that now i cant sleep.
and now i've gotta blog about some stuffs on mind.
been thinking thru many things just this few days.
cuz so much have happened,
it makes me come to realise that many things can never be the same.
but all i can hope is for what's gonna come to be better.


that day was talking to jieying alot alot.
and many of our focus fell on change.
how much have we exactly changed since we left jc.
i found out that the only constant became change.
how ironic. i hate changes.
but guess there was not much of a choice for me anyway.
i became so different so changed.
looking around, i realised much more.

my daddy has really aged.
he look so much different now,
with much lesser hair, an older look.
my mummy is still always there to nag.
but she still does everything perfectly,
thou with lesser energy due to age.
but they are always there for me.
my daddy always there to pick me home.
my mummy helping me to remb stuffs i can forget.
even when i'm unhappy,
they can know no matter how hard i try to hide,
or how good i can be at hiding it.
esp mummy, she knows it.
she knows i may not want to say,
but she will always try her best to make me smile,
and take away the dark clouds looming over me.
now i know why my daddy always insist on meals together.
so that we bond as a family,
the ties we share can never be created nor destroyed nor changed.=)


looking back to myself, i see the change.
but one thing, i'm still a very tough person to please.
and no matter what, i'm still glad to have these groups of ppl around me.
Trio always around since j1, and going on till the end of the eternity.
yes, i can be so demanding on edwin at times.
but he is so great, beyond words i guess.
there for me all the times.
and i still remb the time when he made some liangteh.
makes me laugh n totally speechless.
the only weird thing is that we now can even meet proper.
makes me really irritated i presume.
my friend since primary school, denise.
so much has passed n we're still in so close contact.
guess this will be it for life alr=/
not forgetting yueqi,
the perfect person that's always there to listen.
make me laugh at her retarded nonsense.
n letting me be part of her retarded life=/
nic tan, my little brother aka di.
he is really awesome.
i have no idea how we can be so close.
so the only explantion is that we're to be brothers for life!
and back to now, there's like the one part of k9.
that's so like fantastic to me.
so many people.
always there for fun and laughter.
and there are always people to understand you.
all these make me so unwilling to let go of what i have now.
thou i made a pass on all the undesirable stuffs now.
but i realised i should learn to let go of some thoughts.
so now i'm not oblivion to what's happening arnd,
but just trying to live happily i suppose.

take away my fears.

Labels: changed

i feel so much like a different person.
suddenly i feel so changed.
but not for the better.

the only constant is change

Labels: change

oops. looks like it has been half a month since i posted anything.
my com has juz been attacked by this @$$%231## VIRUS.
so vexing for me since i'm a 10% computer idiot.
but help came eventually, sent it for repair!
so its finally back up! FINALLY!
finally i can stay at home with the company of my com.
and not rot aimlessly.=/
yepp. true that i've quite a fair bit of things to post about.
but heck all those.
cuz i'm just to lazy to do a recount.
let me add some movie reviews;

Painted Skin.
a classic chinese epic. storyline mesmerizing.
however the background music can be retarded.
total misfit to this nice epic i presume.
actors are not the most suitable.
but enjoyed the show i guess.
worth a watch, can laugh at the retarded bg music.
a 2.5*/5* for me!

House Bunny.
a total 100% bimbo comedy.
leaves much to be said until u watched it.
but i feel that it is really funny.
with many retarded n super bimbo bits.
nth much for story as it is predictable.
worth watching if u're wanting to laugh badly.
a 3*/5* for me!

Eagle Eye.
an eye-opener for me i guess.
did not expect much from this at first.
but was totally shocked.
the show is really not bad.
except the ending, which i felt that could be better.
the storyline can be seen as boring,
but i personally felt that it is ok.
so i must say, watch this if u can.
a 3.5*/5* for me!

after review all the movies i watched recently,
i noticed a weird trend in my ratings.
they increase by 0.5* per movie!
LOL. guess i'm really dumb to say this.


life did not improve much i suppose.
everyday is really hectic.really busy.
things has taken a turn for the slight better for me.
yes, it became better.
cuz i made my effort to solve the problems that are worth my effort.
and i decided to leave and heck all those that are not within me to solve.
thou i know, i might still be mindful of those.
but there's really too little i can do for now.
other than just leaving it to time to decide i suppose.
not to forget the people that stood side by side with me!
a really big thank you.
u all know how u are i guess.
very glad to have u people there.
or else i have no idea how to move on.

Labels: revived com

yes, feeling lousy, really lousy.
cuz u did not give a shyt.
u did not bother.
u did not care.
what more can i say.
so much for being friends huhh.
i guess only i would be so bothered.
he is alr leading his life better now?!
i cant stop thinking.
cant stop pondering over things.
cant stop thinking over the infinite possibilities.
cuz i hate the blatant truth in front of me.
i hate what i feel now.
u're acting as if nothing freaking happened.

Labels: lousy

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