guess i'm just typing all this for someone that may not even read.
cuz i doubt u even knew my blog address.
i was just packing my drawer out of boredom just now.
when i saw something in the corner of my eye.
the large eeyore paperclip.
n the letter long ago.
thats when i realised i lost a great friend.
i always convinced myself.
forgetting this friend may be the best for the both of us.
but hell no, i found myself wrong.
so wrong all the while.
i felt something missing.
the feeling of having someone to talk to.
someone that can be there for me.
someone that i can say everything anything to.
but i just realised another thing.
everything seemed to have settled down now.
even thou we talk. but are we still like before?
i sadly felt no, cuz there is a distance. i felt so distant.
in fact we have zero idea of what's going on in each others life.
he did not even said a word during my birthday.
not even a sms to wish me.
what can i possibly do?
i just want to change the situation.
make things better than before.

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HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TIMOTHY!

ok. guess my long birthday post has to be postponed.
just too tired to blog bout that now.
plus i'm still trying my best to consolidate photos 1st.
shall have that up hopefully on sunday.

anw, to the doctor out there!
make sure nic tan gets well!!

so tired recently, so tired.
have not been really doing much.
but i'm just feeling so tired.
i need the motivation to carry on.
tired from asking friends out.
i meant really tired, both mentally n physically.
sometimes i just feel so extra.
always being the one doing it.
past caring the worth of it.
cuz i know, this is how we don't drift apart.
this is how we maintain.
or else, one day we might not know
when is the next time we meet.
what can we say to each other.
how each other has been.
why are we still meeting.
who is this in front of me.
where did we last stop at.
but, i'm just too tired.
it has to be me doing the talking first.
me doing the planning.
me doing this, saying that, asking this, initiating that.
then when can i be the one on the other end?
i'm just too tired,
and i hate this feeling.

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OMG. PLS get nic tan well doc!!
so that i can see a healthy him!!=D

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time for updates on sat=)
which was ytd alr i suppose.
a total rush from point A to B for me.=(
and alot of money spent for no reason=|
time to go for the significant events.
first up was family gathering at my cousin's place.
all done to have a gathering for my birthday.
guess it has been awhile since i appeared in a gathering.
guess everyone missed me thats why.
hahaha! so bhb of me.
cousins gave me a belt as present,
not to mention i got something very very similar!
guess great minds think alike!
i will still love and use this present no matter what!
and when we get together,
it's always time to camwhore i guess!
pictures not with me yet..
shall upload a few when i get it! haha.
next was my mad rush from cck to St James.
took a long while to flag a cab.
and reached so late.
only in time to catch a little then it was the price presentation.
was rather disappointed in the initials..
cuz i was expecting jieying to hit a prize at least.
BUT the finale was shocking.
jieying actually manged to clinch the first!
i was feeling sad for her alr.
cuz the more pragmatic me thought another contestant stood a higher chance.
but she actually managed to come in first!
kailing was so happy for jieying that she even cried!
haha. i also felt happy for her.
all her countless effort at least did not go to waste=)
after that grabbed the complimentary housepour.
got myself my fav; GinSprite.
then we left the powerhouse alr.
went down to harbour front mac for supper.
did not eat cuz was not hungry.
then after a long while,
the surprise came along.
with alot of laughter n loopholes i suppose.
kailing n edwin are totally retarded.
they were like sms-ing each other when they are sitting both beside me!
with me just in between..
i was like -.- and i laughed.
but i just could nt bear to expose them.=)
they actually got me a mc chicken in place of a cake luhh!
and they sang me my birthday song with that!
i was totally very pai seh la.
and i hid myself behind a brochure.
and they gave me a green polo.=D
totally loves it.
not only cuz it's green luhh.
plus it has stripes!! haha.
thanks jit for the great choice man!

had a long night i suppose.
shall turn in alr!
to be updated again!!=D

NOTE; 1 more day to GO!

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such awhile since i made an entry.
guess recently has been rather happening.
especially to my unit.
changes n changes.
that is going to turn the world upside down.
some changes are meant for the better.
i never questioned the nature of the change.
but the past shown us clearly.
some changes will never work.
but why for insist on it then?
the resentment would rise in this case..
why cant everything remain the same?
so that everybody can be happy with it.
forget it. things can wait in that case.
anw my spree of bad luck recently is there.
but hope it all ended with the hours under the sun.=/
spent on gardening.=(
anyway! drop all the dumb issues at hand.
i have finally come to my long break!
i deserve this man!
for its my birthday!
i simply love myself! =)
just let me enjoy these few days.
rest n recharge for the future ahead!
guess its getting late.-*yawns*
thats all for the moment!
to be updated!=D

ok. i failed my retail therapy plans today.=(
thats super sad n lousy.
u feel like a failure man.
thats what i feel now><

today was another half day=D
went out wif the k9 gang for minds.
we had: Geraint, WeiLong, ME, Kenny, Timothy, Dominic.
played for 4 hours straight.
but only managed to play two games.
and the second game was only near completion.
felt that the first game is just draggy.
but it is rather fun n entertaining.
but the game drags forever when we form alliances=/
the second game is just fantasy based.
n u gotta bid for stones!haha.
but just all these worth 5dollars of entertainment is worth!

later met up with jit hin in town.
for our retail therapy session.
jit hin wanted this to be a retail therapy session.
n i actually agreed.
when i just told myself to control spending.=/
but i felt therapy makes u feel less sad.
especially when u're in NS!
haha. works quite well for me.
but not enough $$ to do it all the time..
or else i may be a happier NSF!=|
so we decided to walk arnd.
and to my HORROR.
the topman in wisma is GONE.
so is the one in SHAW!
plus the fish n co in wheel lock place POOFED!
when i still thought all these are arnd..
guess it has been just too long since i went town..
dropped by places like wisma far east n taka to shop.
n we ended up EMPTY HANDED.
can u imagine that?
where's the therapy man.
complete failure. =(
guess it's time to plan a real therapy session.=)

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Happy Birthday to Edwin Ong! (080808)
aka twin! enjoy yourself!
Happy Birthday to Singapore! (090808)
National day parade this year was a disappointment.
i watched it in k9 mess-.-
imagine the agony watching it alone.
or maybe not?!
i feel that this year's celebration is ok only.
maybe my mood affected my judgement pretty much i suppose.
i felt rather isolated from national day.
duty sucks i suppose.
furthermore recently it has been over-eventful for me.
too much for me to take it.
too much for me to handle properly.
drop that i suppose. life still have to go on.
i have something else better to do.
anw it's one more week to my birthday!
it's now the only thing i can have in my mind.
the only thing i look forward to.;)

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Money No Enough II



a typical singapore film to me i suppose.
caught this film with my mummy.
she was so interested with this show.
plus i have lesser time with her recently.
so i decided to catch this movie with her.=)
this movie has a typical jack neo plot to me.
but the good part is that it is full of stupid humour here n there.
the satires against the govt was well-made i suppose.
totally impressed me with it.=/
the story line was abit little touching i presume.
a show worth watching if u have the time=)
a 3*/5* for me!

i have been set thinking recently,
where is all my money going?
i found out i actually spent alot alot every month.
without actually noticing.
this is not doing me good.
so i have decided on a plan.
i shall keep a good record of my finances.
in my organiser for sure.
write down every single minute detail of my spendings.
n i decided this to start on the next payday!!
so that i can keep check on my spendings thru the month.
and know where to save on.
so that i can hopefully be richer.
not spend more money on the pretext of planning!~
hahaha. i am so determined now=D
and i just realized.
another week has just passed!
i'm now another week nearer to my birthday!
2more weeks! 2 more weeks!!

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Many things to blog about today i guess.
first of all i guess i have to continue my story from wed.
wed i came out to meet denise at woodlands first.
den i corked up.
wanted to meet go cut hair at cwp.
instead denise went up to platform alr.
so i just joined her not to waste her money.
n later to my horror i knew,she had concession!
omg. i had to cut my hair at chapter2.
i long wanted to try out this salon alr.
the turnout was good.
but i think abit too pricey.
after the haircut was the highlight of the day for me.
my sandals juz broke on me in marina square!
thats was totally OMG.
i completely stunned n shocked on the spot.
thank goodness denise thought of superglue.
but that did not help much i suppose.
in the end i walk to NUM in a pathetic state.
to get myself a new pair of sandals.
the staff was like;
"OH MY, so your sandals BROKE?"
i was like -.- thats obvious la!
ok, finally my chain of disasters ended..
then we went off to meet yq n sw at bugis.
i was totally irritated man.
the both can throw their phones away,
n go back to the age when pigeons were used.
called and called and called.
but no reply. also duno what to say.
den dined at seafood harvest in parco.
the food is kinda ok only,
but rather expensive meal,
thou we ordered quite an amt of stuffs.
i can rate the meal a 2.5*/5*
not to much satisfaction.
but the meal was enjoyable.
later denise left us cuz she had to join her family for cake.
den me sw n yq went down to mind's cafe.
cuz wed is members night.
free board-gaming, so why not?
play pandemic.
a game to save the world.
but we lost to the epidemic.=/
that should be all for that day bah.


then now i shall move on to today.
went for lunch at carl's.there was;
WeiLong
Geraint
Kenny
had a superb meal that filled my stomach to the brim.
weilong had this huge triple burger that was like a stone.
heavy n large, but weilong ate it all.
i was awed man,
given me, i think even half can fill me alr.=/
then samuel joined us after the meal to go down to mind's.
had a four hours medley of games again,
but today was a combination of brainy games.
and we ended playing pandemic,
with me introducing it to the others.=)
i am totally appalled by this game.
even the 5 brainy people lost to the virus.
the world was gone again=(
then we joined the initialD gang for dinner;
Benjamin
Edwin
Jiayun
Geraint left at this time to join his friends at sengkang=/
ate at the 99cents sushi restaurant.
did not have much for me.
cuz i concluded most of the sushi is below average for me.
then we catched the Mummy show.haha.
THE MUMMY: TOMB OF THE DRAGON EMPEROR


a totally action show.
enjoyed the graphics.
totally amazed by the storyline.
wonder how the scriptwriter comes up with such crap.
haha. totally lame la.
but the show is worth only watching the action n graphics.
Jet Li is totally wth in the show la.
shall not spoil the show for the many others.
so thats all for the show,
my rating; 2.5*/5*
a average action movie.
watch if u're interested. ;)

thats all for now.=D
long post sia.=/

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