i mean i must be down on my luck recently,
all the unlucky nonsense happening to me.
really sucks to the bits now.
super tired n shagged out after ops.

day2 after nic tan nv replied me.
i dun mean i am still angry or wad.
but he is just too much this time.
so what if things are meant as a joke only?
jokes only count in perspective.
how do u expect me to take it lightly,
when i am in such a lousy mood?
aren't u just selfish?

watched Get Smart n Wanted alr.
both shows are relatively ok i suppose.
2.5*/5* for Get Smart.
a stupid funny show i must say,
good enough for u to laugh all the way. ;)
but trade-off, the story is nth,
u might just forget it in a short period of time i suppose.
but worth the catch, just for the fun n laughter.
3*/5* for Wanted.
COOL action i wanna say.
that's why it got abit better.
the story is kinda normal to me.
n the part about the weaving machine is DUMB!
like as if that can be how true la!
but i am impressed with the effects n action!
a cool movie to watch i suppose.;)

yepp. edmund is selfish, he loves himself above others.
but who is not selfish? man are all SELFISH.
yes, i made u worth it, i approached u.
but so what? we are distant.
almost like strangers, talking on the mere superficial.
its like something that 2 strangers can talk about.
so what's the point of me talking then?
i wanted to get back the great best friend.
sounds simple as that, but never easy.
and the situation now seems to be just stuck.
i just want t0 make things like before i guess.
can it just be?




yes, nic tan pissed me off. like wth.
i am RIDICULOUS.

felt so speechless. nth to talk.
or rather, unwilling to talk.
yes, disappointed by people.
but i never felt so tired before.
both mentally n physically tired.
guess thats why i am like that now.
lonely on a sat, with duty later.
completely unwilling to communicate.
i am just waiting for people to talk.
but sadly, no, i am left alone=(
i am so tired.
completely.
n all i need is the word of encouragement.

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my temperant has became for the worst since i started ops.
total dismay i must say.
lack of proper slp n stuffs is driving me mad.
struggling to hang on there although i'm like falling alr.
n ytd went out wif nic tan aka my brother aka pig.
wrong time to go out i guess.
did something i nv expected myself to be capable of.
so sorry i must say.
thou i hate to say it.
shall update more when i have more to say.
just rambling i guess? lol.

Labels: random to the max

chances dun come by with the wind.
chances dun come by with help of others.
chances would never fall from the sky.
cuz u earn ur own chances.
n u fight for ur cause.

i really have no idea what i'm doing.
i have no idea what the hell u want.
u are just making it seem like i'm in the fault.
i am like begging to talk to u.
as if i am so desperate to talk to u.
that's not the case.
i am just trying to remedy things fast.
BUT u dun wan it.
u want things to DRAG.
OK, fine, lets DRAG.
u're just creating more disappointment.
dun wait till u hurt the heart.
or else things would nv be the same.

haha. i juz get tons n tons of sorry, but i'm not happy.
u can say i'm petty, difficult to please.
yes i admit to it, i AM so.
but so wad? such things should nv have happened.
should there ever be sorry between buddies? i nv thought so.
i was in fact only angry at that instant.
i'm no longer angry after all. just purely disappointed, at a loss.
disappointed when my buddy is missing when i needed help.
cuz i would nv call three times just for fun.
disappointed when my buddy gave me an empty promise.
a promise that bounces off like a blank cheque.
disappointed to think that he thought sorry helps.
but too bad i'm just the one in a million that do no give a shyt to the word sorry.
disappointed to think that he assumes i'm angry.
when i'm just not at all. just disappointed.
i nv wanted any apology.
all i wanted was a chance for me to thrash things out.
EASY as that. but NO, i was denied.
so thats just too bad.
things will no longer be this simple anymore.
let me continue staying disappointed.
and i assure u can expect the worst to come.
cuz i hate this feeling. i hate it.

to everyone; u dun have to read this,
cuz i'm just trying to vent everything out. ;(

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watched sex n the city today wif the k9 guys.
kenny n leon at marina square.
i think this show is like superb, 4/5* for me.
totally exceeded my expectations of this show.
its not a must-watch,
but juz try to catch this show!!
i think its really damn nice.
except i guess the ending should come with a twist.
that may give the show a 5/5* alr.
but juz totally enjoyed myself with them man.;)
met up wif bmt ppl, yukai n darren, the BFFs.
so long since i ever saw them alr.
had a nice catch up session at ajisen.
then also played out at the arcade luhh.
really enjoyed myself.;)


ok. time for the long complaining part of my post.
i was totally turned off ytd n today pissed me off.
by edwin lim sheng xian.
how? by juz doing my most hated act;
not picking up the call.
i mean i HATE it.
when i call, n u dun pick up.
after that u also dun bother finding out why i called.
then what am i? a prank caller? just to be ignored?
thats ME. i hate this.
ok. ytd i tried calling him, was not for FUN can.
i wanted to talk, quite badly.
but he did nt bother picking up.
called back like after near 2 hrs?
i could nt pick up for fcuk.
i was at OPS so i juz could nt do so.
but after that, i expected an sms to come by.
BUT NO. nothing came at all.
So i'm just supposed to be treated like this?
FINE, i take it, it was ok.
but today.
i called again, cuz i was at cck.
wanted to see if he's arnd to meet perhaps.
n this time, yes, he picked up.
said he's in a movie, call me back later.
SO i WAITED. N WAITED.
haha. stupid edmund.
he did nt call back at all! thats too bad!
wow, i realised i just got treated like a fool can.
waiting for call duno for wad sia.
something so simple right.
but my trust was treated like shyt.
i totally got my absolute trust shattered.
i have no idea what to expect anymore.
u just did it.

ok. i had been really slack in blogging recently.
cuz i had started my duties alr.
so its the start of my convoluted life.
things would start to go real haywire for me.
night becomes day, everyday can be my working day.
but nevertheless, things are still fine i hope.
juz that i may start living like a panda><
talking abt that, ytd was great!
went out wif my asshole buddy, edwin!
soo long since i met him can.
he went to taiwan for his commando training.
n glad he came back safe n sound=/
went to queensway wif him to shop.
wanted to get myself a pair of puma shoes.
but duno why, considered v long, n i gave it up.
guess i'm juz too broke alr.
n we went back to lot1 for kungfu panda!!
its a hilarious show man!!
very lame i muz say, but it's so so funny can.
i rate it a 4/5* cuz of the laughter.
later we 2 went for a meal at NYNY!
my favourite restaurant i must say.
the new branch at lot1 was small=/
but we still manage to grab our seats in a short while.
ordered some crazy meat platter for 2.
n the both of us was SHOCKED when we saw it come.
the platter is HUGE.
n we both ate till our stomachs were super bloated.
n edwin still complained of stomachache lo.
n edwin bought me a shirt from taiwan!
lol. muz compliment him can.
he muz have spent alot of effort in looking for this lo.
n still kena scam-.-
k la. thats all for this update i guess.
got to go back for ops duty very soon!!
SIAN!


i'm looking forward to tmr!

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ok. i've done my first ops duty alr!
soo many many more to go before i ORD.
haha. the feeling is juz like different.
but i still have to do it=)
not really torturing, but tiring i guess.
lucky my first was a slack one=)
fine enough of all the talk on Ns.
now, i've gotten myself my ipod classic alr!!
80GB! my darling=)
thats all for now i guess.

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