many times or not.i come to this page.
and i simply left without typing a single word.
this page allowed me to consolidate all my thoughts.
and think alot through wad i'm going through.
okok. shall not forget on this first.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
BELINDA!!;)
U'RE 18!
HOPE U CAN HAVE AN ENJOYABLE N AWESOME 18TH;)
back to my post.
being trying very very hard to mug hard for my coming common test.
but it does nt seem to work v well.
being v tempted to really enjoy my hols.
i really wanna play hard.
but nt in the mood to study hard at all.
seems like a very bad omen.
have nt been nailing much of my work.
things i've actually done.
Efield Gfield for physics.
entropy n organic for chem.
P&C for maths.
nth for econs.
this is bad.. anw i'm totally nt in the mood for studies too.
i cant believe i'm so foolish.
to bother about something u did nt care.
u said u could nt amend everything.
but u could nt tell me everything either.
everything frm u came to me in bits n pieces.
tt i could nt fit to form a complete story.
so wads the point of knowing it.
i felt u're worthy. more than it.
but u chose to do this to me.
and guess wad.
i actually blamed myself more than i blamed you.