Saturday, March 31, 2007
nat salohcin
the special one.
nv once i would refuse to help u.
nv once would i nt wan to help u.
always listening to ur probs.
like u listening to mine.
nv fail to go out wif u.
even if it means i've to push out something else.
i would always wan to be dere to help u.
be dere to listen to u.
are u special?
yes u're.
i believed.
but.
three words all the best
ruined it all.
Labels: believe
Posted at 11:03 AM
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Friday, March 30, 2007
u hit the blind spot.
cold and hard.
i wish to believe tt i think too much.
i wish to believe tt its juz an accident.
but it does nt seem to be it.
u juz hit. the blind spot.
its the end.
Labels: believe
Posted at 11:46 PM
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Thursday, March 29, 2007
hmm. i'm still stuck in this stalemate situation.
leads me to ponder alot today.
silence to me is golden.
noise is grr.. irritating.
some noise esp redundant.
sometimes life juz dun go ur way.
u may think this is the best.
but u may most prob end up walking down the second best way.
who knows.
but stress.
undeniable.
i hate it all coming down on me together.
fcuk. makes me rly at a loss.
totally could nt think of wad to do.
no one can seem to understand such troubles.
i dun mean to think so much.
some one help me?
ahha. if there is any.
fcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcuk!
give me a break.
i need it badly.
Labels: shhhh.
Posted at 9:50 PM
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
ok. i had enough.
today is a bad enough day.
nth seemed to go proper.
everything went haywire.
my world crashed.
freaking pissed.
no more mood to type on.
FCUK.
Labels: pissed
Posted at 9:04 PM
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
omg. i'm still coughing n sneezing las.
zzz. Mr albert Lee is sick.
LOL. food poisoning.
guilt. blehs. hope he is alright lo..
bleh. sch has bad air las.
go sch den keep coughing.
nonstop n worse than b4.
come home den nt so bad le. wth.
anyway went for botak jones today!!
haha. nt bad. good restaurant food.
but pity it is in a kopitiam. haha.
okok. need to go n do my hw lerr.
shall blog again when i'm free. ;)
Labels: coughs. guilt. botak jones.
Posted at 9:51 PM
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Sunday, March 25, 2007
ok. i'm now violently sick.
dumb me. no one to be blame.
i nv take good care of myself.
under constant reminders frm ppl round me.
n now i feel like dying.
splitting headache while typing this.
cant even type coherently in fact.
shall be good n see a doc if i dun recover tmr.
praying hard can go sch tmr..
it sucks when u get sick.really.
go eat my med le. tada~!
hope to see myself blogging tmr.. haha.
Labels: sick.
Posted at 10:40 PM
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"True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost."
- Charles Caleb Colton
"A friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself."
- Lysha
"A hug is worth a thousand words. A friend is worth more."
- Jasmine Fitzwilliam
"Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you."
- Elbert Hubard
"Two may talk together under the same roof for many years, yet never really meet; and two others at first speech are old friends."
- Mary Catherwood
"I can trust my friends. These people force me to examine, encourage me to grow."
-Cher
"Friendship is one mind in two bodies."
- Mencius
"Truth and tears clear the way to a deep and lasting friendship."
- Unknown
"It's the friends you can call up at 4am that matter."
- Marlene Dietrick
"Friendship: a building contract you sign with laughter and break with tears."
- Unknown
"What is a friend? A single soul in two bodies."
- Aristotle
"Too late we learn, a man must hold his friendUnjudged, accepted, trusted to the end."
- John Boyle O'Reilly
"My best friend is the one who brings out the best in me."
- Henry Ford
"The best way to keep your friends is not to give them away."
- Wilson Mizner
"Friendship is always a sweet responsibilty, never an oppourtunity."
- Kahil Gibran
"I no doubt deserved my enemies, but I don't believe I deserved my friends."
- Walt Whitman
"When friends stop being frank and useful to each other, the whole world loses some of its radiance."
- Anatole Broyard
"Friends are born, not made."
- Henry Adams
"Friendship without self interest is one of the rare and beautiful things in life."
- James Francis Byrnes
"Do not save your loving speeches
For your friends till they are dead;
Do not write them on their tombstones,
Speak them rather now instead.
- Anna Cummins
"Best friends are like diamonds, precious and rare
False friends are like leaves, found everywhere."
- Anoymous
"Time isn't what makes a friendship last...It's love and devotion that keeps the tie between souls."
- Christina
"The secret to friendship is being a good listener."
- Unknown
"Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say."
- Unknown
"Friendship is talking to your best friend without words."
- Ralph Rusconi.
"A friend with break your heart, a friend will mend it, a friend will provide you with every feeling in the world, good and bad. A friend is emotion incarnate."
- Unknown
"You cannot say you've lost a friend. If a friendship is capable of ending, it is because it never existed."
~ Mayza Blanco Martinez
"Having someone who understands is a great blessing for ourselves. Being someone who understands is a great blessing to others."
- Unknown
"A friend is someone who reaches for your hand, but touches your heart."
- Kathleen Grove
"A real friend is not one who only entertain you, but one who cares about you, one who will be there when you cry"
- David
"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back."
-Barbara DeAngelis
"True friends, like ivy and the wall stand together and both together fall."
-Unknown
"True friends are never apart, maybe in distance, but not in heart"
- Louisa
"Thy friendship oft has made my heart to ache: do be my enemy for friendship's sake."
- William Blake
Friendship is love without his wings"
- Lord Byron
"The bird a nest,
the spider a web,
man friendship."
- William Blake
"A true friend stabs you in the front."
- Oscar Wilde
"In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends."
- Martin Luther King Jr.
"What is a friend? I will tell you...it is someone with whomyou dare to be yourself."
- Frank Crane
"Never shall I forget the days I spent with you. Continue to be my friend,
as you will always find me yours."
- Ludwig van Beethoven
"A brother is not always a friend,but a friend is always a brother."
- Unknown
"Be careful of what you say,
friendship can end in one minute
because of a stupid word."
- Unknown
"I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh.
But I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry."
- Unknown
"Friendship that flows from the heart cannot be frozen by adversity,
as the water that flows from the spring cannot congeal in winter."
- James Fennimore Cooper
"Some friendships do not last, but some friends are more loyal than brothers."
- Proverbs 18:24
" Faithful friends are beyond price: No amount can balance their worth
- Bible ( Old Testament ) Sirach 6:15
"We may laugh, we may cry but our friendship will never die."
- Rachel Gould
"The only reason that forever friends don't exist is because forever doesn't exist"
- Joost
"Beleive not only in yourself, but beleive in your friends as well for it is in the eye's of your friends that you discover yourself."
-Emmy Huot Micheal Claire
49 whole quotes on friendships n friends.;))))
read all if u're my friend! hahaha.
all specially picked by edmund!;)
Labels: friends.
Posted at 2:46 PM
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Saturday, March 24, 2007
one full day at home. time for a short break.
finally i got one day to nua at home.
but kinda sick.
coughing randomly.
zzz. my throat itches la. can scratch?><
hmm. alot to ponder upon.
pondering through many stuffs.
shall go back to my pondering.
update later.
Posted at 3:17 PM
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hmm. my second post for the day.
haha. one full day at home!!
shiok shiok.
but kinda felt weird.
long while since i had the chance to nua one full day at home.
but it did help me recollect some energy.
i'm energized!
but sick.argh.
from the darn cough.
n it seems to pester me frm time to time.
i hate to admit.
but i'm still nt happy wif things now.
Labels: weird
Posted at 12:37 PM
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Friday, March 23, 2007
juz let it bleed. let the blood bring away pain.
maybe i will feel better after this.
n i will know wad to do.
Posted at 10:19 PM
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hmm. see! i honour my word to revive my blog!!=))
got back progress report today.
EBAAE
kinda disappointing for myself.
i know it is alr a good enuf for many out dere.
but.. to me.
i juz felt tt i did nt do enuf.
i know i can do more.
alot more.
i can do alot better.
hais. looking at how disappointed teachers are.
esp ms goh. din expect her to care so much for us.
makes me feel so guilty for slacking so much.
hais.shall need to work alot more from now.
promises.
dun bother promising if u dun honour them
no point.
anyway,
i dun in fact honour all my promises.
but i will try.=/
n i dun like it alot when ppl promise me something
n they juz forget or dun bother.
makes me feel v wth.
dun promise if u cant honour it.
i duno wad to do..
juz feel damn down.
wad is the point of promising?
Labels: promises disappointment
Posted at 7:58 PM
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Thursday, March 22, 2007
hehe. shall keep my blog back to its alive state!!
shall update very often!!=))))
i know everyone missed my blogging!=/
so bhb can. but nvm. once in awhile ma.
today was dumb. nth much to do in sch.
keep falling asleep in lessons these days.
die liao larr.
reminded of wad my mummy said.
it takes more than a few days to recover from one sleepless night.
wa liew. i need the energy.
to study n of course PLAY!!
i'm nt a nerd k? i'm juz smart!!
i play w/o studying. blehh.
shall need to strive for my future.;)
hmm. movies!!
i need to watch pathfinder. its out today!!
its the show i promised myself to watch.
n i will go watch it very very soon!!
someone did promised to watch it wif me.
but the strange feeling tt it is either forgotten.
or unlikely to have unknown suprise bahh?!
promises are so meant to be broken?
or they're juz forgotten?
forget it.
be by my side. i need u. ;)))))))))
Labels: pathfinder promises
Posted at 8:08 PM
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007
hmm. long since i've blogged. shall learn to update more often bahh.. haha.
anyway too tired these few days.
keep on sleeping in lectures la. zzz.
i needa go get my beauty sleep le.
shall end here!! tada~!!
Labels: mr albert
Posted at 10:52 PM
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Saturday, March 10, 2007
ok. its finally time to update.
woot. long time since i decided upon updating my blog. seems tt loads of dust was collected here. nv the mind. shall penn down some impt stuff bahh..
first. 02 orientation is over!! woot!!! i had fun this time round too. less stress as all i have to do is to have fun!=) but.. seriously, the camp was nt a good one. kinda spoiled by soemone. ogls lacked alot of good enuf training. n alot of the j1s were damn cocky n arrogant to seniors. damn it. bad attitude. but kudos to my campers!! eileen jean n jeaneave esp! u three were the ones i mainly see arnd due to games la. n well done as games attach!! still got some ppl tt i saw v pia. like junhao. this ogl tt i juz got to know during the 02. nice guy tt rly meets at least the basics of an ogl.=)
shall do some updating abt today too. today was so funfilled as a first day of hols. went nus open hse. but was rather boring. quite unexpected. sian de la. den went off wif denise to have pepper lunch den pool-ed. my skills were like darn rusty can. shots all cant go properly. >< den actually wanted to head home le. den say junhao joshua n jasmine. they juz break camp. den jio-ed us for movie. den went lo. watched this dumb show happily never after. nt v nice anyways. but the three toots all fell asleep in the cinema!!! halfway through the show junhao somemore made some noise lo O.o den me n denise sent them home for fear they cant get home in such a langbei state.
back to school. how is school? sucks totally. esp recently. when i got blacklisted for working xtra hard?! wth. felt darn useless. worked xtra hard for xtra lousy results. wthwthwth
but glad hols is here. more time to relax? nt rly. look at my schedule.
monday: lesson + class outing
tuesday: lesson
wed: teach tution + chalet
thur: chalet
fri: chalet + teach tution+ own tution
my hols are near packed>< gonna die so soon. time!! i need you.
ok. admit to it. i have aload of bad mood swings recently. changes mood super easily. but thanks to ppl arnd me tt endured it=))
u're my diary.LOL.
lets pretend there is nv such a her in my life.
Posted at 11:14 PM
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