color*breeze
the reachable sky is still too far away
but i will get there somehow

Friday, December 29, 2006

movies movies n movies!=)

watch deathnote2 ytd wif yanbo yuzheng huiyin n bernard. n b4 tt was playing pool wif yanbo. he was darn lame.=/ keep saying he got plan to win me. -.- in the end plan all failed. lalalas. deathnote2. so so movie only nia. to me i actually felt its nt so the nice. not even better than the first. thought of more interesting stuff la. but in the end was nt statisfied by the movie. haha. i do have high expectations.

watched eragon on christmas too. wif spas. felt tt the movie is nt that lousy. quite good. abit too mythical n fantasy type. plot is rather simple la. nth much to it. but i still think overall, the movie is nt tt bad to me.

movies to be watched.
charlotte's web.
night at the museum.
pathfinder.

oh damn it. i nv seem to be able to finish my hw this way. another day wasted at home.=/

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why do we always tend to hold on to the love tt is nv possible.
why do we have to yearn for friendship tt is one-sided.
why are we always being troubled.

i nv knew i'm thinking so much.
but now. yes. i think alot too much.
i needa numb my brain.
i hope to stop thinking for this moment.

i nv wanted u to bother as my friend. that is a biggest lie.

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Wednesday, December 27, 2006

Back from camp.

zzz. decided last min nt to go pan pacific anymore. super tired. i need the time to recover my energy. ok. shall update about the camp den.

OGL camp
hmm. as usual. more or less the camp style is the same la. except this time the games we have are abit diff. got new dance. new songs. but the basic structure nv rly change though. abit sian la. but still ok. this time ogl is v diff. my feel overall is tt we nv even hit the standard for the 02 ogls. =/ first. we did nt start bonding on the even note. like everybody seem to know a few of ppl here n there. n we nv bothered to spend more time to rly get together. second. the preparation time for ogls was damn short. like two weeks only. kinda enuf for the experienced ones. but some inexperienced de like still lack preparation. third. discipline is very lax this time. -.- ok. i dun mean i follow the rules la. but is image. wif better discipline. image brought out by ogls is alot times better. like timing nt followed. instructions nt followed. zzz.
i mean despite such all these flaws. i did have fun la. games attached experience. n all the fun wif F5. =)

i think too much.

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Monday, December 25, 2006

MERRY X'MAS! =)

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Saturday, December 23, 2006

ok. shall update in case some ppl are goin to say i'm lazy again.=/

actually juz found out there is nth much happening to me these days larr. juz nua at home. go for ogl meeting. go for tution lo. nth interesting happened. hmm. forgot some things worth mentioning.maybe juz nic's b'dae celebration.lol. my life is indeed boring.
ogl meetings.fine wif me la. but juz found out flaws here n there. sian by those obvious flaws las.zzz. the term of an ogl is really badly smeared by some irresponsible ppl las. -.- now to me. an 01 ogl is no longer tt high up anymore.
school is really reopening. in the matter of days. i still got all my untouched pile of hw to complete. i really hate to face school. i wan hols more. i still had yet to go for my shopping n pooling. zZz. n now. when sch reopens. how on earth to resurface in front of these 20 ppl tt i had minimal contact with in the past 2months. sian larr.
now. my main task is to go back to rush out my xmas cards le. alr gave some out liaos. n some ppl choose nt to appreciate my effort. when i wrote his card late into the nite. ZzZ.

ok. done wif updating. drop by again when i'm more free.;)

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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

HAPPY B'DAE NICHOLAS TAN AKA DI!;)
HOPE U WILL HAVE AN ENJOYABLE N MEMORABLE 17TH!:D

thanks for all the happy n unhappy times wif u.
i would nv ever regret knowing u as my di;)

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Sunday, December 17, 2006

nice lyrics;)


痊愈
我躺在这里昏睡到底过多久
被关在白色的宇宙
忘了那是谁的手
曾在我额头遗留过
温柔 只记得不断颤抖

闭上眼还有回忆闷锁在胸口
连呼吸都难以承受
忽然发现你 的手
能给我熟悉的温柔
原来这份感动才是我所梦寐以求

带着昨日那些伤口遇见了你
是你让我活得意义拥有了生机
但所有虚荣 都变空虚
是你用爱医好我的内心
病开始慢慢痊愈

带着昨日那些伤口遇见了你
是你让我提醒自己分秒要珍惜
前面的风景 还不确定
可是爱你让我重获生命
病终于终于痊愈~ 痊愈

闭上眼还有回忆闷锁在胸口
连呼吸都难以承受
忽然发现你 的手能
给我熟悉的温柔
原来这份感动才是我所梦寐以求

带着昨日那些伤口遇见了你
是你让我活得意义拥有了生机
但所有虚荣 都变空虚
是你用爱医好我的内心
病开始慢慢痊愈

带着昨日那些伤口遇见了你
是你让我提醒自己分秒要珍惜
前面的风景 还不确定
可是爱你让我重获生命
病终于终于痊愈~ 痊愈

Posted at 11:16 PM
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Friday, December 15, 2006

since the year is coming to an end, i've the sudden desire to have a post of my reflections for the year. ;)

this year passed very quickly. one blink. the year is ending. lets rewind back to the start of the year den.
Orientation 1. thanks alot to og19 for providing me with the fun n laughter. all the laughs n tears. i will never forget. kudos to my ogls for inspiring me this much.;)
06s22. We ROCK!! hahas. all the fun n bonds we shared. they took up a reasonable part of my j1 memories. i remb the jjnite when we all gathered. all of us were so sad to part. but nv mind. we will still be together!! esp have to mention chalet!s22 chalet is my best chalet. everything abt the three days two nights rawk!!;) hope we will stay tog n have more outings;)
Orientation2. F1! lol. one wonderful family of ogls. had alot of fun in f1 during my 02 period as an ogl. i did nt regret joining.;P
06s13. hmm. nth wrong wif my class la. but i juz nt used to such strong studying n competitive mood. i love to have fun!!>< but sad to say. my class now is so studious!OMg. so nt me las. i have to study hard to stay competitive too las.zz.
Alot has happened to me through the year. wad to say. i have to agree tt i did gain but i also lost. the many camps n activities i had.it made me have more friends. i had alot of once in a lifetime experiences. but. i did lost. i lost most contact wif some sec sch friends. less talking less goin out. somehow so stranger to me. i did nt gain much close friendships. except for the two nicS.esp ppl in my class. u sometimes even need to be extra careful when talkin to them. makes me sick las. i had struggled in m,y studies n work load at times. but i usually choose to either do the best or nt do. made me full of undone work always.>< life has also brought me to see more of ppl. looking into more different characters. seen more of the other side of ppl.
now. hmm. i have ppl to thank through the year.;)
Ber;
hey gal!
i know tt loads have happened for u through the year.
but u're still standing strong!
cont to stand strong!
u're one unique gal tt understands me well.
sorry for keeping stuffs frm u tt time.
n thanks alot. i always feel good talking wif u.;)
Nic tan;
firstly. WHERE IS MY PRESENT FROM AUST?!
hurhur. dun cont reading if u dun have any present for me!!=/
many thanks di.
thanks for being such a gr8 person to talk to. ;)
thanks for always being dere.
thanks for always tolerating my xiao qi-ness. ><
although we din know each other long,
but i believe.
our friendship will stay strong;)
Nic Siew[PIG];
u this pig arh.
always choose to hide things from me!!><
but forget abt tt.
loads of thankyous.
for being a good listening ear.
for asking me to have faith in u.
for tolerating me at times.
Thank You Di.;)
Denise[SPAS];
hmm. dun gallop arnd after reading this.=/
u're so honoured to have me as ur fren!
i'm glad to have u as my longest fren.
the person tt i will always understand wad she's thinking.
one gal tt cant be less spastic.
other than being spastic.
she does act as a gr8 fren.;)
Yue Qi;
this retarded girl.
always make u luff non-stop one las.
at her kuku-ness.
but its becoz of her.
she make ur day a happy one.;)
ok. i found out i'm so lazy to cont. there are still more to the list. but i'm lazy to mention. so, thanks to all tt had being through this year wif me;)

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Thursday, December 14, 2006

ok. i decided to update.lazy me><

monday was ogl meeting.hmm. nth much to say. this time ogl is indeed less fun. the feeling in a family is different. during 02, all of us dun rly know each other. so the bonds we forged were so strong n sturdy. we worked tog well. now. in the family. there are like some alr bonded. some nt. den its so hard to bond again.forget abt tt. i got into games attach this time. good experience.haha. but deciding nt to quit ogl sure means one thing. i need to work doubly hard in all my studies. tts gonna stress me all out. i rly dun wish for term to start can. all the work. now homework this word to me is forbidden. i have not touched anything till now. fk it man.
tuesday.my last day of work. went to hand over every proj to my colleague to follow up. kinda bu she de the job la. coz no matter wad. the job still means something. although i know i will have my freedom after this job. but i'm nt really happy can. so undescrible feeling.><
ytd.my house got no electricity for one period of time las. -.- damn sian. went bowling wif ber n spas. cdans. so long since i went dere. alot of wonderful memories i had dere. bowled like abit kns can. highest was 121 n 122. abit disappointing. >< but we laughed alot dere. ;) n saw alot of pro bowlers la. haha. some rly super zai.;p den ltr went lot1 to slack. ber went off to vivo. me n spas went for pool lo.she was darn tyco. but i won a fair no of rounds las.;)
today.had tution at auntie junwen's house lo.damn funny. yue qi got scammed. one packet of rice for the $4.50.-.- zzz. den we saw this fren of hers tt teaches maths too. he made his Ai Xin porridge for auntie las! omg. although i v mean say his porridge looks nt appetizing.=/ so good to auntie lo. i had nv received any such porridge when i was sick!LOL. nv mind. ltr when we abt to leave. jun wen's dog followed me out of the house! haha. so amusing las. the doggie v cute. den went to je wif yq spas n alford. so long nv see alford le las! haha. we all busy mahh. esp him. busy man. haha. pool again! loads of fun;)
shall update till here bahh. lazy to continue.><

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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

He's coming back today!=)

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Friday, December 08, 2006

first of all. i muz say. JMIN IS THE NICEST OF ALL.
but to add on. i'm told to do so. >
ok. back to updating.
S22 outing is finally here. rather disappointing. attendence was alr nt tt good. n we spent so much time dwelling on kbox. this sucks. but we rly enjoyed in kbox. all the singing. n to introduce SHE! haha. Selina aka zhen jian! Hebe(hei bi?) aka su wen! N i'm ella-.- lol. so dumb las. n mrs tan's singing is damn good. ah soon is hopeless. din sing. ahha. zhen jian n his high vocal range always so pro las. nt forgettin the SELINA VS SHI MU!but nv mind. i have my low keys tt he cant reach!!=ppp s22 outing again!! muz have better attendence next time!=/ happy enuf to see yanbo jun ren seng lien[parrot] n xiao nao dai! lol. hopes for another S22 chalet....><

tired alr. maybe going for my beautiful sleep soon! hahahas. misses to tan las. in australia.zzz. nv mind. i earn my money! ><

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Tuesday, December 05, 2006

ok. i'm seriously bored.so i'm updating.

life is exceptionally boring with work juz revolving arnd ur life. everyday u open ur eyes n all u think of is work. n when u close ur eyes. u still thinking abt work. the feeling is superb sian las. but i always try to get myself out of such messes. got to meet up wif siew today for lunch. aloysius was supposed to come along. but he in the end ps us. >< so he owes me LUNCH! i'm leaving a note here in case i realli 4get. my memory is worsening by the day..=( anyway. caught up wif my dear di las. hais. he arh. everyday only survive on his instant noodles. anyway. pig siew, u better take good care of urself las. dun kena gastric. had pizzahut lunch lo. treated him=) n pei him shopped for stuffs. saw this pig today like so sick las. hais. always so retard. cant take good care of himself.=/need me to worry. LOL! anyway. siew, wad u say may be rite. i'm thinking too much?!=S

ok. since i'm soo free. i decided to add on in my post. something i really cant stand las. some ppl are juz plain childish n immature. they get tog thinking tt he loves her. but in the end its nth at all. duhh. so dumb can. cant some ppl juz grow up. lol. think u may have matured but sadly NO. u're still so immature can. forget it. such ppl are really nt worthy.

ohhh. tan flew off to aust ytd at 1150. yeAA. wad to say abt him behind his back?! lol. he will be gone till 12th las. so long=/ kinda felt something someone missing. haha. funny feeling. usually can recieve his sms often or call. but i sure will be lost in this 8days. >< zzz. nv mind. soon it will be over.

anyway. looking forward to s22 outing this thurs!=))

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Monday, December 04, 2006

updating in progress.

okok. actually nth much to update las. all mundane stuffs only.update abt ytd. had tution at auntie jun wen's house. lol. her dog is so cute las. esp the tail! LOLs. my maths seriously need help can. n we even plan to play mahjong wif her to win her money back. i even invented secret codes. lol. she so poor thing. always outnumbered.=pp den met nic tan for snooking-.- he was 40 mins late in meeting me. heng i got my book to pei me. or else.. i think i might die in lot1. >< n i won both rounds wif him. somemore wif my unbeatable luck.=) but he v good las. paid for me. i knew how much le so xin teng. two games so ex can. 16.80. but worth the price?! yeahh! sudden love in snooking. but v ex las.
anyway. nic tan is leaving for aust lo. soon. 11pm flight! gonna miss him for 8 days. -.- sian-ed. better dun get lost in aust! n lets go snooking when u come back!=)

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