Friday, November 10, 2006
Finally. my Pw cycle ended. in a breeze.
OP today was my best effort. i din cork up. i tried my best. although i could be nervous. but i attempted wif my best effort. i know it. tts why i'm v happy its over. all the rehearsals n such is nth now. my whole pw folder is useless alr. hahaha. anyway i'm also done wif my dumb I&R. did it until lai said EE. hahaa. wif two tries. kinda felt v successful. cheng jiu gan. v hard to see lai so fast accept work de. so happy las. any way PW is OVER. no more of such crappy stuff anymore. happy? maybe so bahh. somethn random to tok abt. both my di managed to do somethn wrong in the OP=/
now i'm seriously trying to find someone to print my dumb I&R for me can. ZzZ. super sian. found two n no +ve response la. fk seh. my printer chose to die on me at this sort of moment. feeling super useless now. no one is willing to help me? lol. juz lazy to ask arnd la. i hate when my printer goes on strike la. i need the rain to wake me up. i needa wake up. i wanna wake up. i should n i will. siew pig juz told me somethn. he has decided to quit as ogl alr. no big rxn frm me when i heard this. i anticipated this b4 he could say out to me. yahh. siew, u may choose to doubt me. but its true. i felt it. but u endured long. =/ i duno why las. juz felt tt responsibility comes into play this time. quitting now is really being rather irrational n irresponsible. but i wun stop him. he wans to concentrate on his studies after seeing his results today. i agree. i saw my results. ACCABB. nt v lousy results. but i fell below my own goals. i have my expectations k. i wan n can do better than this. n i shall do it.
i slp through my whole day at home.
sudden tot of loneliness.
i was struck w/o anyone to tok to?
the helplessness is so unbearable.
the many pieces inside.
no one can see.
no one is able to pick it up for me.
i died inside. long ago.
REVIVE ME.
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