Saturday, October 28, 2006
DOin: nth. tryin to stone.
FeeliN: horrid. depression mode.
ThInKin: Loads. too much tt it causes me a headache.
LiSteNin: Zhong Shen; He Jing Jing [a date wif a vampire3 OST]
stuck back in my depression mode. din know she could be so influential in me. she made me as pessimistic as her. cant believe it. even myself. how ironic can it get. stop movin any nearer. tt's wad i told myself. but y this time i cant? i seem to be losing control. hais. nv mind. 4get bout it. shant think abt it for the time being? i should let myself think wad i really wan bahh.
watched death note today. one of the poor people tt only gt to watch until now. watched tog wif siew spas n ber. b4 the dumb movie started. we succeed in making spas suffer. lol. coz we keep emphasisin on her sittin at the corner. den she kinda abit freaked out. keep wantin to change seats. but we refused.=p back to the movie. its quite a disappointment. the plot is altered to be diff frm the comic. buden they alter until the whole plot became odd. make the show alot less nicer. alot of good parts were nt included. so was pretty sian diao wif the show. nt a good show to me. i've high expectations.=/
anyway. something abt ytd tt i 4got to mention. the concert back at bp. was ok la. for the performances, i really think some were kinda below standard. juz my picky nature. buden i still went since it's the last concert in this bp campus. kinda sad the place is gonna tear down. i spent four of my years there. the place whr i had alot of feelings for. the place whr i went through so much. n it is gonna be gone. so wad if it's a new campus soon? it's still the feelin that counts to me. really v bu she de. saw alot of frens back dere. but i was rather quiet. duno why. the best part of the concert was towards the end. when they sang if we hold on together. v nice. we also joined in. n the time when i heard the sch song sung so loudly other than during graduation. kinda touched. i sure will miss the campus.;(
sometimes i really feel tt i'm such a lousy fren..
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