Thursday, August 24, 2006
Xu Wei De Shi Jie
AAAAAAAas
sian.zzz. went home early today.
coz nt feeling well.
v gao wei for the whole day.
headache + gastric.
the awful combi.
din want to waste time nt listening in sch.
so decided to get early leave.
den mr lai stuck in SPA.
so had to go see VP.
n he directed me to go to find any subject tutor.
-.-"bully the sick la.
den luckily i saw mr ho in the staff rm.
got him to help me=)
n apologised for nt paying attn in his tut.
he din really reprimand me.
somemore he v fatherly.
still v concerned on how i get home.
n still told me raining soonXD
so ke ai la him.
den came home.
was super lethargic.
so had my medicine n went slp.
slp for 5 hours like tat.
was abt the longest slp i ever had.
seemed like i nv really had so many hrs of slp for so long le.
kinda feel v piggy n din want to wake up.
wanted to slp till tmr.=P
but i gotta do my work.
n there's SPA tmr!
wah sian.
生了这场病后，让我看清了这一切。
若要我说没事，已经是不可能的了。
不该伤害都以伤害到我了。
我是不可能会若无其事的。
如果做朋友都要如此虚伪，
那我宁愿是孤单的。
这就是我。
Posted at 9:42 PM
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Monday, August 21, 2006
-102-
my birthday!! woohoo!
i'm now officially 17th.
some facts bout myself den.=)
i love GREEN!
loves sleeping too=/
loves pool=P
dislikes my class.
loves to slack.
tends to believe in my sixth sense.
hates PW.=(
thats all abt me? no la.
juz some random facts duhh.
Life in Jc has juz got worse.
lots worse.
Pw the freaking subject is $%&*$%%
not to mention** ***
stresses me all in out.
dun even let me off on my b'dae.
cant even celebrate in peace><
n i have no exemption.
coz i knew i din work hard for it.
fine wif it. i shall go for promos.
not to mention abt it.
today i have juz been reminded.
of the wosrt fact.
soemthn that i nv wanted to face.
somethn that i delibrately avoided.
but i'm reminded once again to face.
it may juz be god's will bahh.
so no choice.
i'm stuck in fornt of it alr.
but without any idea how to face it.
oops. found out i've typed out quite a long bit.
n some unknown parts too.
but its all ur understanding of me.
for u to read between the lines.=)
one sentence.
i wanna smile. but i couldn't.=/
Posted at 10:21 PM
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
-101-
lol. i'm in a super confused state of mind now.
so pardon me if i dun make sense=P
this period of time has been bad.
load of complications.
unpredictable ones also.
but all came to an end today.
did it come to an end?
or is it juz the start of more?
i really dun dare think more.
but something said set me thinking again.
how many ppl did i really clicked with?
how many ppl will always be there for me?
who will understand me well enuf?
who will i wan to tell my troubles to?
i really know many ppl.
but who are the real gd ones.
i found limited. or little?
maybe nt one bahh.
many friends is no big deal.
gr8 buddies or gd frens are the really impt ones.
it took me quite a while to find this out.
maybe its juz ones fate...
2 MORE DAYS TO MY BIG DAY!=D
Posted at 10:41 PM
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Sunday, August 13, 2006
MY 100TH ENTRY~!=D
tada!here's my 100th entry!
found out that i typed this entry abit early though.
i wanted it to be on my bdae though.
but nvm, its still alright.
i will still be making this my super long entry=P
FIRST of ALL, mention something impt first.
MY BDAE IS COMING!!=)
ITS ON THE 18TH THIS FRIDAY=/
haha.enuf of my craziness.
updates for the recent days.
since i haben been really updating.=(
nvm, this entry gonna be long=)
first, school bahh.=/
common test was awful laas.
studying for it was like for some alvl-.-
n i dun think id did my best for it laas.T.T
kinda dumb, but it is always gd to be reflecting.
my class ppl, as usual.
so bian tai la.
always bluff me nv study,
buden all score darn high. muggers lo-.-
i hate to constantly stay so competitive.
sometimes i juz admire the fun that other classes do have,
which cannot be really found in mine.
my class's fun is usually juz that skin deep.
kinda superficial at times.
i din really get to know them well at all.
nth abt trying or not.
as trying did nt work for me.
nevertheless, this class gonna stick for 2yrs.
so i juz have to get over it bahh.=/
leadership camp.
initially, i did nt want to go.
now i did nt really regret goining any more.
the camp was relatively fun=)
buden at first was giving desmond face,
n thinking of my frens b4 deciding upon goin.
too much for me to take upon.
the camp was quite fun laas.
but the food seriously sucks.
sucks big time.
n sadly, i'm food attach again,
but FOOD ATTACH RAWKS!!
haha. i'm really destined as one le.
the archery ballroom dancing was new though.
n i ended wif little slp laas.
although this time,
we had the most slping hours.
ironical right.
i feel indebted to my LG la.
LG9! haha.
i should be active in camp,
but this camp was one big exception.
my energy was all drained.
lethargic throughout the camp lo.
n i feel into deep sleep straight at home la.
so tired. n woke up nt long ago.=P
n my mama said my lian se v nan kan.=(
i think so too.
i need my rest la. but can i get it?
stress.
unimaginable stress upon me now.
promos in 2months time.
how to survive?=(
i have nv had my proper rest since term started.
my form is nt that gd after all.
no wonder that i cant perform to expectations.
i need my slp for better performance.
but can i forgo my studying to slp?
no-.-
physics is nt easy as expected laas.
chemistry needs my focus.
maths needs practice.
econs need time.
how on earth am i gonna do all this?
the ultimate now.
after camp, i'm stuck wif so much work to complete.
7 whole sets of hw at LMS for phy.
my WR n EOM.
econs hw.my SPAs.
n much more.=(
my bdae is coming laa.
i wanna enjoy it to my fullest. buden how to?
i still cant stop my studies.
i have loads to catch up aft the camp.
heck studies.
i wan to spend my 17th bdae without regrets=)
thats all for now le.
coz i need to go back to regenerate my precious energy=P
thats all=)
takkaires everyone=D
Posted at 11:31 PM
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