Friday, June 30, 2006
Privacy restored.
there is reason for the pass.
i dun wan everyone to enter.
so that i can blog more freely.
i dun need some people to view n their comments.
thats wad the privacy i need.
the space i want.
thats why i chose the lock.
ppl that know me well will be able to guess the pass easily.
no difficulty seh.=D
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006
school started with a BANG.
big bang i mean.
straight at me.
lol. things happen all to me la.
loads man.
stress. work. frens.
each enuf to kill.
n i gt sick yesterdae!
-.-one day less to do stuff.
i slp the moment i gt home.
all the way till the nxt morning?
wth lo. i'm supposed to use the time.
to do my work? n all is pushed to...
today!
work. the ultimate.
my workload is like mountains high la.
no idea how to clear this man.
n guess wad?
all work is part of AP-.-
the worst thing to me.
the best thing our teachers think it is.
more sleepless nites again.
stress.the hated.
i nv like to be stressed.
its really hard for me to get stress.
i always do try to 4get it as far as possible.
but this time it seems impossible.
no idea why.
it is really like fuck la.
sorry for the vulgarity.
but i mean it.
thats the only word possible.
class ppl are like omg hardworking la.
dunno why. but wad sia.
DUN BE SO HARDWORKING FOR ONCE CAN?
its hard to compete man.
yepp. i agree its nth wrong la.
but its making me unable to breathe.
imagine the sleepless nites.
this is nt the way to catch up man.
i wonder why am i stuck wif a no life class.
all is study.
wun they get tired?
cant i juz get a break?
frens.the loved.
Buddies?none in sch. none at all?
the line b4 is my msn msg.
i juz found nth.
or maybve put it the worse way.
i did nt expect anything.
to start wif.
wad r buddies man.
wad for?
to drift apart?
or to betray?
LIFE IS JUZ SO FUCK MAN.
it juz make me so wanna end it.
end everything to my life.
not my day today man.
i gt loads of boring lessons.
n dunno why.
i have to endure ur sacarsm everyday.
WTF is ur prob lo.
juz know when to stop kaes.
esp when i'm sick n nt in a gd mood this morning.
u dun have to always rub it in.
n there was investiture rehearsal.
i'm backstage together wif nic.
nth much.
but we stayed all the way till 730?
when my time is precious?
n i waited for my buis to come.
btw, 157 came at 8?
i reached home at 9?
wad is this lo?hell.
n now i'm in a very bad mood.
stress is all it.
n i noticed a soemthing strange.
sensed it bahh.
i believe in my sense though.
but all over it.
my mood is now super bad laa.
if ur my buddy or fren.
tok to me.
if u juz wanna add salt here.
GET LOST.
if u understand me well enuf, u should know vulgarities in my blog is nt my way.
but guessed wad? its all here today.
becoz i'm really sad n angry. pissed also.
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Monday, June 26, 2006
MOVIN TOWARDS MY 100th ENTRY!=D
finally!i'm reachin my 100th entry.
soon! this is the 96th!
YEAHH! hahas.
nth much to blog for today.
was a super dead day.
i din slp the nite juz to rush out the gp essay.
OMG. its worse than watchin the cup la.
but nv mind. at least i'm guai!=)
had nic to pei me through the nite though.
so nt that bad afterall.
but today. my mode is like off.
super off. n i mean it.
i could nt find my kuku collar pin in de morning.
den kena caught by principal for hair.
says my hair is erected or wad crap.
lol. n kena caught by ms goh for sms-in in prac.
loads man. n i slp through econs n maths.
gt damn bored n even doddle on some of the tables.
this is real bad.
i broke school rules like so many a day.
haha. thats ME.
but nv mind. i'm juz too tired.
the extreme tiredness brought me more energy.
thats wad i told jit hin,
my s13 mate.hehe.
i found out that this week is like WTH.
loads of deadlines for me to meet.
i dunno how to even meet all.
one miss means i'm so dead.
heck care abt all the work man.
thats my attitude to work.
i dun really bother much.
but stress in class is like so high la.
suffocatin me.
real tough.
but i will pull through.
believe in me.=D
i can definitely do it.=)
loads to me.
how far have we drifted apart?
poles apart.
WHY?
i dunno.
i juz found out the fact,
the fact that i have nth to say to u.
i nv knew our topics could become so limited.
the distance btw us became so gr8.
so scary. that it made me shrink back.
that i dun dare talk to u now.=(
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Sunday, June 25, 2006
UpDateS~?!
yea. juz back frm bbq.
cluster west F1 bbq.
n here am i to update!=)
start frm yesterday ba.
went get food wif spas frm shing siong.
den went ber's hse to prepare all the food.
was alot to do man.
the sotong, prawn, fish,chicken.
all have to marinate n stuffs.
hard job man. but we did it.
denise marinated the chicken.
n did loads of bao ka liao jobs.
like helping us wrap the food,
creating her 'bowl'?
yue qi was juz stuck in ber's sofa.
the corner dere.
but she did help=)
wif the marinating of the fish n sotong.
ber did the prawns.
cut the legs n stuff.
n marinated the fish n sotong too=)
not forgettin her onion n garlic.
n the salty chicken=X
me leh... cut the sotong?=/
skin it den wash n cut?
the insides of the sotong was..
sticky n goo-ey?hehe.
den alos did the marinating too.
mainly did the prawns.
all by me? very nice.
cfm guarantee.=D
den back to today. the bbq.
at the start. before the bbq.
i was rather pissed.
by a few stuffs la.
nt worth mentioning.
n found out that i did two wrong things=(
haish. sorry for that.
n the no of campers that turned up was..
PATHETIC.
one word to describe.
but hoped they had fun.
only timothy, erica, huan min wei ting n wilson turned up
wad a disappointment.
the food was NICE though.
loved the prawns the most=P
but kinda think the chicken too oily=/
n also had my didi n xiao di at the bbq.
thanks for their company. haha.
n hoped they enjoyed though.=)
also had loads of fun at the pool?! lol.
n not forgettin ah meng n xiao di..
gt mi the voodoo thingy.
haha. very ke ai larr. somemore is GREEN!=D
thanks loads!^^
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Friday, June 23, 2006
Happenings.
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Last few Days of FreeDom.=X
found out that the hols are comin to an end.
so fast. i did nt even started enjoyin.
this hols is one of my most packed ones.
but i did had some fun through this hols.
wonderful experience.
frenships. camps. chalet.
but all the worst is,
i dun wanna go back sch!=p
i wan my hols.nt any longer.
juz a few more days.
a week. i wld be contented.
but this is obviously impossible.
hais. i wan more time.
n worse of all,
i haben finish my hw...=(
more sleepless nights.
i wonder why.
i juz have no interest in goin back sch.
no reason to go back to my class.
finally, i found myself calm enuf to blog again.
two sleepless nites, for one problem.
but i have not untied the knot.
it was juz simply left at one side.
can someone save mi?
i doubt so.
i have many frens.
but who si the one that i can really talk to?
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Thursday, June 22, 2006
Post for the day.
today went sch for chem lecture.
was in off mode thr the lecture la.
was kinda affected by er zi's mood.
talk for a long while wif er zi yesterday.
talked abt loads. yepp.he was very sadd.
hope he will be better now=)
after lec went eat wif alot of ppl.
all wearin the orange needy camp tee.
like gang like tat.
was discussing clusterF1 bbq.
yepp. tentatively on this sat.
guess wad? food attach is ic for food again.
lol. but hope that this bbq wun screw up.=/
den had tution.
was super un attentive though.
had some catching up wif ber today.
talked abt alot of stuffs la.
find it gr8 to be catchin up wif a fren at times.
true ones i mean.
those that we talk abt everything.
nt those that look u up only in need.
comin to think of it,
ber reminded me of somethn.
wad r true frens? do i believe in it?
do i even have one? not more but one.
sad to say, i have no ans to this.
i thought of it. i pondered.
i really dunno who r really that true to me.
but deep inside, i dun wanna find out.
but wads the point of decieving urself.
if they're nt true, they are nt.
no point in having such frens.
dun waste ur effort time n anything on such ppl.
my life now is juz revolving round frens n family.
not love. its redundant now.
but come to think, frens...
how true? how false? i dun wish to knoe.
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006
soo....after being caught by lao pa that im flooding his taGgy now im typing a special edition entry by Mr. Harry~`~....*psstt...applause???* *clap clap clap*kekekee...so must i start from the very first? OR to continue to top off from where i stopp flooding his taGgy...ahmm...DECISION MADE! im going to start all over since i have nothing better to do...hahaA....
okies...so i was saying that not all parents are good...mine are an example...i mean...where got parents ask their own child to leave home and never come back...it's abit sad i know but well thats how i get TREATED and i did emphasize the word how they TREATED mii....my mother say use the money for tuition buy 4D is better den wasting money on mii...izzit good or bad? get 1st prize? or get a son? i mean how can they TREAT mii like tis man!!!! arghz...thinking of it makes mii sasd sad and very very sobbed...i dun realli understand how they ever could get such bad stuffs bad bad baddy stuffs from their mouth into mii ears...haishz...sad thing...OKIES!!! dun say about bad stuffs liao le...now happi abit bahhs...dun want to get the emotion all low low and bad bad...
To--lao pa harlox! papa!!! i kana MISTREATED! haishz...nvm euu should oledi know tis last nite when euu chated with mii for one hour....thx alot for acc mii for the whole midnitez...at least i stopp cryying at likes 2am? or sumwhere around that time bahhs....EUUR ARE THE BEST LAO PA I EVER GET okies!!!!! and just one last thing...kekee...the foto in euur bloggyy cans put more more cutee ones? hahaA....hahaA...but i appreciate it alot anyway...thx! hugg hugS!! sorry for not having to gib euu a lao pa day present larh er zi no money as euu oledi know from wat i told euu last nitez lorhs....nvm...i next time den gib euu okies? thx for inviting mii to euur school and well it was very very very very very fun i tell euu...i mean hahaa...had hell lotsa funn with every1s there lorhs...next time call mii go there again okies??? okies??? must call mii go hor!!! dun worry im alritez...!
TO ADD ON SO THAT MY LAO PA WONT CRY COZ I DINT MAKE HIS ENTRY LONG ENUFF...WAHHH...HAHAa... I HAVE A DEMANDING LAO PA BUT NEVER MIND BE ER ZI DE MUST LIDDAT LORHS...SO NOW TIS PARAGRAHP IS SPECIALLY GREENED IN COLOR FOR HIM SO THAT HE WOULD BE VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY PLEASED....
To--Uncle Nicholas harlox! i've found out that tis uncle is well...very YOUNG indeed and that hahaA...his as cute as mii! wHhooppSS! sorry for the bhb part but well euu cant deny it when it's the facts...hahaA...im so proud to have such uncle lorhs...his face is like so chubby and cute...and euu cant believe it when euu see his ez-link card...very big difference oopss....shouldn't have said that but NEVER MIND! hahaa...uncle wont mind de...since his oledi so cute...anyway he always kana bully by nutz and retardz....sumtime even lao pa beat beat him...so poor thing...opppsss...! i say lao pa! but i cannot lie marh right? papa???? hahaa....den i got sayang him lorhs...euu everyone reading tis can ask him if i harry! had ever beat him hard hard....i even sayang him okies!!!??? hahaA.....all the best uncle!
To--Twin sis`hui yinG harlox...! tis jie jie...on last dae den found out that she realli looks like garfield lorhs...one day can we we we family all go see garfield 2 please????? little request from mii!!! den hui yinG and mii hui yiN are very good bros and sis-s so very good hor??? she oso cares bout mii alots lorh...for that day i wen to JJC in hse clothe she fetch mii! and den she even blamed herself when it was not here fault that i reach home late....dun liddat cans? make mii guilty and sad sad oso...okies??? promisee mii worR...!!! so euu are good goody gd de dun blame euurself....oso the best for euu jie jie...okies?
To---Nutz`Denise harlox nutty nut nutz...!!! ARE EUU DONE STARING AT THE WINDOW TALKING SWEET LA--LU--BYE TO IT??? wakakakaa...! that was sweet and eviL...wHhooppsSS!!! so how are euu now? done with being stupid and autism-tic?hahaA...she said she likes to talk to window and very zi bi one lorhs...scary sumtimes...hit mii painx painx de...she so ruthless...maybe in her zi bi world she is a series killer...nvm about that...i hate bloods....she she...sumtime she is realli SIAO and i used the word SIAO and i emphasize on the SIAO hor...she screams like nobody is hearing impaired and smiles totally like a dummy idiot...whHooopppssSss!!!!! ok happy autism-ing and can change abit? though i know autism no cure but try i mean TRY TRY to talk to animals specially squirrelssssss rather den windows bahh might help abit but well...kekee...jia you!!!
To--P.G.Y.M`Su Wen NA MO OO MI TO FU......NA MO OO MI TO FU......pray hard hard...that everybody is fine and that get mii money and family good good to mii both fake and real family and oso!!! everybody to LOVE mii...kekee....harlox statue.....haishz....pity euur a statue or else! i would get a reply maybe euu come in my dreams and talk to mii how bout that? good ayy? she is a goddness that every1 make fun of...nice right? she can summon tu di gong lehs...dunno how she do it but so be it...anyway wish that euu everyting good good bahhs...and dun get demolished by land buyers...as they dun like euu alot euu know...euur temple occupy alot of their wanting lands...okies? so may euu bless euurrselfs...good luck...!
To--Retardz`Yue qi she is retarded and retardz do watever she do coz i think she is retarded retardz queen...hahaa...funni ayy? hahaA...laugh with mii!!! comon!!! hahaA...Back to topic....she like to beat pple alot lorh....on the trip on bus i dunno like kana hit by her how many times but not as painx as the eviL Nutty nut NUTZ....hahaA....anyway okies larh...she is my aunty can euu ever believe it? luckily i folo not her genes or i'll be more retardz den she would ever be...coz my genes are the decendents of the huga huga clan...hahaA...i oso duno wat i talking but anyway...hahaA...retardz aunty is very retard and i cant think of wat else to say about retardz....i mean euu cant realli say anything about stuupid pple who act so toopid stewpid and stupid right??? hahaA...anyway happy retarding and so much for....good lucks!!!
THATS ALL for HARRY'S Special Edition Of Lao Pa Special Entry...Keep track of it as it's by harry and it's special!!!!huggs for everyone and good lucks!!!!
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Day at Home Wif HW!-.-
oops. juz found out that i 4got some ppl in my last entry.
4got some ppl to thank.
XiAng yU-
thanks man.
he the funny guy n very crappy too!=)
Suan Woo-
many thanks to this gal.
without her, i wun be dere.
n i would miss loads.
thanks.=)
okies. back to today.
was super sian at home wif all the hw to do.
i only like did one chi compo n maths only.
n i found out my maths is horrible.
i cant do so many qns la.
die le la!! how how.
shall pia my maths le.
cannot lagg behind.
i did nt go for the chalet.
it was supposed not to be like that.
but i juz din wan to go out wif a leg injured.
o yes, i hurt my leg.
one big scar on my left foot.
wth la. n it hurts loads.
but this does nt seem to be my main reason.
i juz din feel like goin for it rite from sunday.
dunno y this feelin came about.
but it juz exists.
the distance i possess wif the class.
i dunno how to describe it.
the odd feeling. 4get abt it.
i feel so guilty now la.
n i have to face all of them tmr.
in chem lecture.
i really dunno wad to say.
dunno wad to ans.
y cant i be as close wif dem like s22?
juz make my life easier?
but its so apart la. howw??
i dun even wish to think bout it.
but i dun wish them to hurt my frens...
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006




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CAmp~!
back from the camp.
it has ended.
but all of a sudden, i wish for it to continue.
no idea why.lol.
dunno how to start.
i really enjoyed myself loads in this camp.
a small camp. grp small la.
but the fun is gr8.
i enjoyed workin wif all the ppl arnd.
dun really wish to go much into camp details bah.
nth much bout that.
talk more about ppl here.
i really enjoyed working wif this grp of ppl this time round.
lots of ppl to thank.
start, from who?
`harry aka er zi!
daddy is here! to talk abt u.=)
ur the best!ur gd nite msg made me feel so touched la.
not only that. ur happy papa day msg! hehe.
n ur entertainin?hees.
give ur retard auntie a break kaE?
she will be badly traumatised by u one day.
n kudos for accompanying daddy in sch today.
i love ya!n thanks for everything through the camp!=D
`benn aka xiao di
u're gr8 too.
enjoyed spendin my time tokin to u.
although u're the first n daring one to kek me by rejectin my apology!
but u're still my xiao di!
n whrs my banana plantation?i nv forget hor..
n dun 4get wad ya promise to tell me!^^
thank u!
`nicholas aka didi
see. kor kor got mention u here.
n dun always kena bully k?
but tell me when ya get bullied.
kor help u! haha.
n u almost made kor cry wif all ur tokin.
haha. n dun bathe so late nxt time!=/
oops. should nt say de. hehe.
dun worry. we will meet often de!
thanks loads. n takkaires.=D
`su wen aka guan yin ma
visit www dort pgym dort com for more info!
hahahaa.
*prays to guan yin ma*
i wan more $$!=P
hahas.u' re a gr8 mcee.
gr8 to work wif u here.
thanks!=)
`hui ying aka nu-er
lao pa is here!
thanks for being the gr8 ic of garfield!
we got 2nd!!
woo hoo!
n i will nv forget how high we got over that one sentence lo.
hahahaa. u're the best!
`denise aka nut
stop talkin to ur window!
work hard for ur promotion!=/
or else no gd result i promote u will make others unhappy de.
hehe. n kudos for ur effort!=)
`yue qi aka retard auntie!
still cannot believe u becoming retard auntie!
haha. so farni la.
when i first heard er zi callin u dat.
omg. n i finally l0cated ur mu xiao.
the autism school!! yeahh!
k la. enuf of pokin fun at u le.
stop making fun of poor retard k?
she will take quite a while to realise de!
whahahahas.
kudos for ur effort!
n i bet u din regret joinin now=)
`jia min aka ah meng
glad that i mentioned u?^^
ok la.
nt that bad being the jia xin bing gan.
hahaas. n tell u somethn.
i almost forgot to mention u though.
thanks for all the laughter n fun!
wun 4get the fact that i watched r21 when i'm 16!
hahaas. n all ur crapping!=X
`others.
lazy to go on.
juz feel that everyone played a gr8 part in makin this camp a very success.
kudos to everyone!
thats abt all bah..
N I WAN AN FAMILY OUTING SOON^^
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tommi durin skit presentation.=/


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Friday, June 16, 2006
CAMP~! =D
here are pics uploaded frm camp today.hehe.





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Thursday, June 15, 2006
BAck From S22 Chalet!=D
the three days two nites in downtown east.
definitely memorable...
First day.
was supposed to meet pretty early.
but in the end was darn late lo.
coz mr tan was super late to book in for us.
LOL. but he brought along his wife.
WAH^^ alot better than the pic i saw.
booked in. den all of us nua inside the chalet awhile.
den started playing blackjack.
lost pretty badly.
near to 2 bucks><
n we only played 10 cents20 cents lo.
haha. was real fun.
was in the rm till near dinner.
wanted to go for k night.
bt din go coz of pricey.
den went eat. ate le wanted go bowling.
den found out bowling closed le-.-
so went pool instead^^
din really play well.
the cue was like nt smooth.
after that was back to chalet again.
played bridge wif bernard yanbo ahzheng(yuzheng)
was so funny la.
bernard played in this nt normal manner.
made me luff though.
den started telling ghost stories.
ah zheng was the main contributor.
wif alot of his random stuffs.
haha. n he was darn high lo.
tog wif jun ren. more than normal.
mi n su wen chion chian normal bah,.
that high. hahaha.
but ah zheng n jun ren were crazy.
din really slp till 7 like that bah.
coz jun ren was beside me.
nt sleepin n lookin. haha.
Second day.
woke up actually at 10plus bah.
many of them were nua-ing in bed.
refusing to wake up.
den some of us decided to go k lunch.
but in the end found out the kbox in tampines.
is closed-.-
wasted my money dere.
went pastaMania instead.
ate till full. n went arcade.
played until very fun^^
went back chalet after that to prepare bbq.
den denise hui yin n wei jie came.
mr tan n his wife also re-appeared.
coz they have to work so nv stay lo.
den alford yue qi n ber accompany spas come.
alford lost his wallet in pasir ris=/
poor thing.><
KUDOS to ber for helpin mi.
in marinating n preparin the food.
KUDOS to irene aka mrs tan.
for bringing the delicious prawns sotong sweet potato N CORN!
haha. n the bbq was fun though.
the food was nice.
esp ah zheng n his nuggets.
haha. was nice la. tasted nicee.
den we started this water games.
filled quite a number of water bombs.
den started throwing.
but surprisingly.
the most fun ppl was MR n MRS tan.
haha. mrs tan was the very on de.
n very click wif us.
she started by throwing wif me.
we threw at each other.OMG.
den later the ppl staying played real hard.
water bomb finish le use bottles.
haha. n bernard's dustbin. lol.
N not forgetting the salt! hehe.
the 7 that stayed n mr n mrs tan gt real wet.
haha. but the fun we had was priceless.
den the nite was spent on cleaning up n playing blackjack.
n also nt forgetting red house.
the 7 of us went dere.
me chinchian suwen allie junren bernard ah zheng.
was really quite spooky.
N i won back in black jack.
su wen was so scared of winning=X
den tok tok awhile wif jun ren ah zheng suwen n allie.
chinchian n bernard were down le.
haha. tok abt these three special ppl.
*suspense.*
shall nt say.bt was real funny though.
den slp at 5 plus 6 like that.
woke up at 10 plus den packed n go.
went lunch den home sweet home^^
this chalet is one of the most fun i ever had.
all from S22! hahaa.
the class tee was nt that nice though.
colour very funny.
n ah zheng's name gt lost on the tee.
made him so sadd.
n allie so guilty. hahaa.
but was really disappointed wif some of them.
din stay for the chalet at all.
never mind. dun say that.
but S22 Chalet rox!
Love S22!
gtg. wif this long entry.
had fun. really. wif s22 peeps in these three day n two nites.=D
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006





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Thursday, June 08, 2006
first things first...
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Monday, June 05, 2006
PEACE after the storm.
its finally peace restored.
i really dun wish for a NEXt time.
nv mind. leave that alone.
yesterday was the needy camp meeting.
1st one for me.
found out the meeting is rather fei.
nth much was really done la.
we only did self intro. wacko.den mass dance.
rather much of a waste lo.
but was rather ok la.
very ke ai.
their family time is called disney time.
n the activity i found interest is outdoor cooking.
hahaha.
n their campfire is like only performances.
rather plain to me.
maybe my expectations abit high.
hahaha.
today was juz nua-ing day.=D
was nua-in at home for half of the day.
only went my aunt's house in the afternoon.
enjoy nua-ing seh.
n i did nt go for my class outing><
Why?i also dunno.
first of all, the day is nt rite.
sunday is family day la.
i rarely go out on sun.
secondly,i'm really broke.
i'm spending on limits le la.
so i really cannot do much in goin out
last of all.i'm nt really that close to dem.
so nt much point in me goin.
i wanna be myself.
nt be someone else dere.
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Sunday, June 04, 2006
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似梦片段正在发生心跳感觉愈难自禁
一笑一语多迷人吸引自
身边有你伴着行甜蜜是温暖声音音
犹令我在这刻如重生魁 网
似梦似幻却又最真心里感应愈来愈近
紧闭双眼跟情人一吻
真心意最是动人无言地交托一生
回谢你是勇敢和诚恳
无限宇宙远大无涯在这虚渺花花世界
也许真正的爱才是伟大
重拾美妙放浪情怀是你使我开展眼界
看清方向找到明日那路牌
漆黑天空浮现闪闪星火
愈是漆黑星愈璀璨明亮发光
漆黑之中燃着浪漫恋火
但愿相依一直相爱唯独你是最爱
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Saturday, June 03, 2006
Thats Wad Friends Are FOR?!
dun ask me why.
i juz felt so helpless.
my family is nt by my side.
i really dunno wad to do.
i dunno who to go to.
i'm really lost.
i dun wanna know wads goin on.
i dun wan this to go on.
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WAD THE!~
this is like the first week of hols only.
n i'm like scolded for almost everyday-.-
wth la.
nt happy can say out de mah.
everything also i wrong.
it really irks me to stay at home at times.
stay at home also scold.
nv stay at home also scold.
so wads my prob n wads their prob lo.
cant they juz leave me alone.
i get angry wif myself n dun tok also cannot.
every little error or mistake is my fault.
wad is this man!!!!!!
i really want things to return to normal.
nothing much more than normal.
i really dun feel like talkin to any of them now la.
i stay quietly in my room also wrong-.-
come n slam my door n yell at me for soem small matter.
if its really my fault den for all i care,
scold for all they like.
but its apparently nt my fault solely.
but all the blame is mine.
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-Updates-
yepp.more updates since its the hols.=)
yesterday went out to watch Xmen3.
nt exactly as expectedly gd.
but i still think its quite ok.
nt much of a storyline.
but exciting action.
haf been pooling for many days la.
including today bah.
three days in a row le.
haha.but still my skills deproved lotsa.
damn sad la.but its okie.
all for the sake of results.
(quoted from mr lai-.-)
hanged out in town wif ban, bernard, ber, yq till 10 like tat?
nt sure of the time.
forgot my watch yesterday.><><
den went for pool again in lot1..
n i came home to slack-.-
thats abt all bah...
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Thursday, June 01, 2006
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-Cluster Camp-
oops. found out that i haben been really updating for a while.
haha. i typed this down on sun but nv put it up only.
-.-juz dunno why.
yepp.cluster camp is over.finally.
after all the preps n stuff.
it finally came to a close on sunday.
but i did nt wan it to end so soon at the end.
haha. juz so funny.
but i really did enjoy myself in this camp.
the mass dances. the cheerin.
*Bee's Yi Pa UnDe Neh!*
the games.
(huanted house??stories??)
the Lectures.
[yawn yawn]
n most impt of all,
the wonderful campers.
WOOHOO!!
really loved u guys.
u all rocked my life.
i feel kinda guilty for one thing especially.
Eweb.
my mistake?i think so.
no idea. but i think i did the Eweb wrongly.
i did nt set the atmosphere n mood rite.
but i was ver distracted at the concourse.
the place seem to be wrong.
n the group of ppl abit big.
so sorry for thatT.T
but at the last debrief.
mr Leow w/o fail made me cry again.
this time he mentioned our teachers n parents.
i really cried hard on his mention on parents.
i realised the many stuff done for me.
the many little things.
i cried hard.
not only that.
my tears contributed to many FLASHES OF MEMORIES.
loads more.
food attached.
me n yu liang.
haha. we were so jian zha.
trying to keep food for ourselves.
but we really need food also wad.
we nv stop any camper from second serving also.
line nite.
was very impressed by F1 n F2's combined skit.
n there is this song.
Moments.
really very nice.
kudos to the ppl that came up wif this song.
really impressed by u campers.
n i love u all.miss u all lots seh.
thats abt all for cluster ba.
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