Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Wad Am I Doin?
sians. really got so much to do la.i dunno wad to do now><
super tired la.
wanna go slp but cannot.
or else tmr my gp gone case le.
i dun wanna fail lo.
i am really down n out.
U juz dun understand me.
i found out that i lost the passion,
the care, the concern, everything
For U.
But do ya bother?
no. u juz treat me as nothn.
i dun seem to stand even a place.
u killed me deep in.
Posted at 1:16 PM
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Ages since i Blogged?
hehe.it has been long since i really blogged ler.
feelin darn tired for the past week sia.
dun even feel like tokin.
i havin sore throat but still cheered on n on.
for soccer, fac camp, talentime, loads.
so i'm practically using loads of energy to tok.
loads to do, loads coming up, i dunno wad to handle!
pile up n up, coverin me in it.
forget abt it.
i juz wanna be alone.
u all r juz my passer-bys.
i dun even feel like tokin at times.
deep inside, i dun know wad u all feel,
but i feel like a nobody.
we're a part n apart.
let time pass quick,
i dun wish to stay any longer.
i wanna get away.
so juz getta life.
u din see it bleeding.
i am feelin the bleed.
u dun care.
u dun bother.
who am i to u?
a nobody.
juz a nobody.
Leave ME Alone. -Dead Inside-
Posted at 12:29 PM
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Things I found out about Myself.
Things i do when i'm moody.
- wear black or dark colours.
- eat spicy stuff, chilli especially
- feel hungry, wanna eat^^
- long for someone i can rant everything out.
- sleep n try to forget everything.
Some things i really hate.
- ignorance.
- people that refuse to cooperate.
- arrogance.(nt those jk ones that i exhibit?)
- fcukin people that show me attitude n push everything to me.
- sometimes, i juz dun like it. no reason.
Things that brighten my day.
- Green^^
- tor-toise=D
- a good sleep.*
Posted at 2:01 AM
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Monday, May 15, 2006
DISTANCE
hW hW NhW! LOL
how am i gonna finish all my hw?
i am piled under then pile of hw,
den now got the cluster camp,
still got CSL thingy.
actually i haben been very active in CSl also.
i am very lost in it.><
hols faster come pls!!
Posted at 11:40 AM
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Friday, May 12, 2006
DOWN
i'm SICK AGAIN!
hais. loads to catch up wif man.
sch is indeed no life.
i start to miss my hols man.loads.
the pooling. watching movies. shopping.
loads. but now wad to do?
concentrate on my sch work bahs.
hais. jc life's pace is soo fast la.
u muz be darn consistent to catch up.
lol. is that all?no and yes.
i shall forget all the unhappy stuff.
buck up n MOVE ON!
zhe jiu dang chen wo de cuo ba.
xi wang shi guang neng ba yi qie chong dan.
rang yi qie sui feng er qu.
rang wo wang ji.wang ji fu chu guo.
rang wo men de you qing jiu chi jie shu ba.
whyfhyshefhedidnidnotfotnofoticeficemyfyabfbsencefence?
Posted at 12:48 PM
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Wednesday, May 03, 2006
-Leave me Alone-
Posted at 2:04 PM
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went out wif Yan Bo today.
was pretty sian diao at sch wif all the boring lessons.
maths as usual, i dun understand a thing.
econs as boring
GP test!!
n stupid chem prac that i think i corked up.
but yan bo as promised,
managed to cheer me up quite alot.
I FEEL MUCH BETTER NOW!
this is true.not lying.haha
however, i am still very luan inside.
i have no idea how to face s13 lo.
today they even very enthu suggesting chalet.
i have no power to change the class.
neither do i have the will to change myself.
juz let things be.
ignore it.
leave it alone
-leave me alone-
youfoumadefademewaitfaitforyourfourmefessagefsage
whofhodofyoufouthinkfhinkyoufourf?
ifamfmatftaflossfoss.
Posted at 1:59 PM
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Monday, May 01, 2006
If u did nt lie in the first place, i would have long forgiven u...
Posted at 2:01 PM
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Empty-Alone.
i juz found out things r never they seem to be.
are this wad frens are for? den forget it.
i rather pretend nt knowin u.
the drift.the promises.they r all fake.
never animore am i gonna believe u.
frenship full of doubts n lies.
u're once a true fren to me.
but nt now.its over.
the times i spent tokin to u was gr8.
but y muz u spoil it.
even if its a dream, i wan to continue wif it forever.
u made added colours to my life.
but u took away all the colours in my life.
things nv seem to be the same without
no one to speak real freely to.
everything to myself.
it seems to be really killing me.
i rather i did nt find out anything man.
i really feel alone.
i'm juz standing alone facing all this.
i claimed to have gotten over all this.but i did nt.
i feel terrible inside out.
there is noone to speak to. noone.
06s22.we said to keep closely in touch.
but is this all?-.-all said is juz like said but nt done.
o6s13.my class for the next one n a half yrs.
but i really wonder how i'm gonna survive.
i'm really detached frm the class lo.
it may nt seem so.but it is.
no one that i can really speak freely to in claz.
sometimes i really juz wanna shutup for the whole day.
bp ppl. except for yue qi spas n ber.
i did nt really tok to the others le=(
frens forever?i muz really think.
noone understands noone cared.
i'm gonna continue down this bumpy road alone.
makin sure i reach the end.
teared
sofothisfhisisfshowfowfarfarwefecanfangofo
myfyconfonstantftantmefesefeggesfges
ifhavefavenofothingfhingtofosayfay
ifwonfonderferhowfowyoufoustandftandallfllthisfhis
allfllthefhehofolyfycrapfrapofffyoufouandfndhimfim
FINEFINE.ifadfdmitfitifamfmjeafealousfous.
whyfhymuzfuzitftbefehimfimntftmefe?
howfowifwishfishyoufoucanfananfnswerfwermefe.=(
Posted at 1:37 PM
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