Empty-Alone.
i juz found out things r never they seem to be.
are this wad frens are for? den forget it.
i rather pretend nt knowin u.
the drift.the promises.they r all fake.
never animore am i gonna believe u.
frenship full of doubts n lies.
u're once a true fren to me.
but nt now.its over.
the times i spent tokin to u was gr8.
but y muz u spoil it.
even if its a dream, i wan to continue wif it forever.
u made added colours to my life.
but u took away all the colours in my life.
things nv seem to be the same without
no one to speak real freely to.
everything to myself.
it seems to be really killing me.
i rather i did nt find out anything man.
i really feel alone.
i'm juz standing alone facing all this.
i claimed to have gotten over all this.but i did nt.
i feel terrible inside out.
there is noone to speak to. noone.
06s22.we said to keep closely in touch.
but is this all?-.-all said is juz like said but nt done.
o6s13.my class for the next one n a half yrs.
but i really wonder how i'm gonna survive.
i'm really detached frm the class lo.
it may nt seem so.but it is.
no one that i can really speak freely to in claz.
sometimes i really juz wanna shutup for the whole day.
bp ppl. except for yue qi spas n ber.
i did nt really tok to the others le=(
frens forever?i muz really think.
noone understands noone cared.
i'm gonna continue down this bumpy road alone.
makin sure i reach the end.
teared
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