Wednesday, March 29, 2006
sick again.
i'm sick again. lol. i think muz be of the lack of ample rest. >< size="2">anything ask mi personally.=P
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Sunday, March 26, 2006
School.
it has been near to half a month since i updated.lotsa to say. lots to think abt. the start of a new term. the start of alot of new stuff for me. i now have a new class. o6s13. lol. i really dread the idea of goin sch on the first day. i wanted to stick back wif s22! i'm juz not in the mood for such a change. but i know i have to. i went to sch. the week passed very slowly. i'm used to lookin forward to school days during first three months. i think it is becoz of the fun we had as a class n the less stressful mood. but now, i sooo look forward to weekends. i think i'm really goin to dread school. o6s13 is not that bad a class. i managed to remb all their names in a week. but we dun really tok to each other that much. we stay in our own clicks more. during break times, ppl will juz all disappear. n i hate this. but i'm also doin it. i dunno why. i think i am not really puttin in much to bond wif the class. i'm juz stickin back to my clicks for s22, ogls n og19. but wads the point when ppl all disappear during breaks. lol. work now. it is so much different from first three months. we have lots to do everyday. hais. hope i can cope well. it is still alright for the time bieng. =D
now here is for 0g2. i dunno who is goin to see this but nv mind. i have a few things to say. this orientation did not put me very close wif 0g2 but who i'm close wif is the f1 0gls mainly. why? they did not meet up to my expectations in terms of their bonding. 0g2 only seem to be part of history. the spirit only existed during the orientation camp. 0g2 seemed to have diasppeared after the orientation. we said hi when we meet. but is that all? hais. disappointment. or maybe my 0g19 is too gd thats y i have similar expectations for 0g2. revelation is comin close. i really hope 0g2 to be better. gees. but i really miss the times the f1 0gls spent together! =D
lotsa misses to s22!
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Monday, March 13, 2006
原来
街灯绊住我眼前下一步
拉长的影子嘲弄的回顾
电话亭仍留着你的话
一句话掉一滴泪
今晚的我 会是如何入睡
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地 跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你 收的干净
我也会 不留一点痕迹
说故事也要像是真的
可是别触动那些回忆
今夜你说了最后一句
一句话 掉一滴泪
看来今晚的我 很难入睡 Woo~
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地 跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你 收的干净
我也会 不留一点痕迹 No Ho~
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地 跟我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你 收的干净
我也会 不留一点痕迹
Posted at 12:59 PM
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Sunday, March 12, 2006
-The BreakDown-
i went for the whole orientation now as a Ogl. totally different feelin. hard to describe man. its juz so hard to explain this. this special feelin. the camp was exceptionally fun too. to see my campers enjoy this orientation n further appreciate the effort the ogls placed was special. JJ nite was the nite of many mixed emotions. the nite my tears fell. many emotions went through me that nite. its juz so hard to explain my feelings now.
F1 Ogls.
w0w! orientation passed so quickly. in juz this blink of a eye. we Ogls completed our task. hais. so fast that i'm startin to miss the times b4 orientation. the time when we got together to plan n prepare. n all our effort is now gone. given to our campers. i think we made a successful orientation wif the campers. F1 ROCKS!
OG2.
lotsa to say abt this OG. when i first saw u guys. the first thing that came to me was: why r u all so dead? my impression of u people was that u all are not sporting at all, like noble gases. haha. but u guys proved me wrong. u all opened up, u all cheered loudly during the camp, u all even touched me during E-web. a few special people to talk abt in this Og. the ogls. i really think we're successful, OG2 is gr8! george n azmil: u two were gr8! i could see u two cheerin loudly since the first day, even though u might not be sure of the cheer, u tried ur best to cheer on! i like this! Jodie: i like ur enthusiasm during the camp! Shao wei: i could see u tryin that hard to keep up wif the Og even though u might not be that capable to participate in some of the activities! i like ur attitude! keep it up! Jing Hui: Ur a gr8 camper! ur funny way of cheerin made me laugh! haha. nv mind. i was really touched when u offered to share ur food wif me during the last breakfast.i was thinkin if someone will offer food for us n u did it! ur appreciation for all we've done made it so worthwhile! For the other people: soory but i have no much space to write down. but all to say: i remembered all the little things u guys done! u all were gr8! dun break up after the camp, keep in touch always!
06s22.
i really missed u guys! i believe all of us missed 06s22! we met again during jj nite. n i had loads of fun wif yan bo hui yu chin chian they all during mass dance! it was fun! but the sad part came during song singing. we all gathered together. we all cried. i believed all of us did not want to part. somemore after we bonded so closely together. i really did not bear to see all the sad looks on everyone faces. but truth is, we're seperating. it happened. now wad i want is for us to keep closely in touch. n also remember the times we spent together as a class.the time when we pon class for no reasons. the times we formed alliances. th times=) i will miss u people de!
outing on monday!should we make a class tee? haha. =D
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Friday, March 03, 2006
The Silent Tear
today is finally de seperation. mood was kinda gloom. everyone is not happy=( the class is seperated so soon after we bonded. i dun wan us to seperate lo. can everyone juz stay? lol. this is so selfish. but i'm sure many ppl r thinking this way! i understand y u people wanna leave. but it is juz to hard to let go now.we met as strangers to each other. but through this time, we bonded, our frenship so steadfast. it is juz not the time to let go.
i saw su wen crying juz now. i at that instant had the urge to join her n cry. to let off all the bu she de, but i did not. all these r now in my memories. nv to be erased. o6s22 made a difference in my life.
i have collected the neoprints back. lookin through the neoprints juz now. found out that we're really seperatin now. even though the neoprint takin seems juz like yesterday. i looked at the neoprint. lots of feelings mixed. i really think our class is gr8 lo. hais. juz lookin into the neoprint, a tear fell. i juz found out o6s22 is history. we're all movin on.
it would be very different after we get to different schools. now we say to meet up n stay close together. but the truth is, there will be the start of a drift. it is different. n NEVER THE SAME AGAIN.=(
`gloomy mood=(
`kept listening to the same song, Yi Qian Nian Yi Hou By JJ Lin
Posted at 4:00 PM
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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
-Sick
sick. stuck at home. suffering from flu cough n lotsa. dying soon. hope not. orientation2 is nxt week. i need to be well b4 that. o well. juz noticed i did not blog for so many days le. so i have to drop by. haha. bored stiff. i hate it. nv mind. was rather busy for the past few days. so had not much time to post. or maybe not. time for me to re-cap my past ten days.
`desmond's b'dae.
lol. his b'dae was costly man. two 1kg cakes. a buffet that 2o can't finish. lots of dessert(by my mama=D). ended up eat le still got takeaway. haha. i think the main problem that caused leftovers is his frens. only 7/15 came. lol. had fun though. although my mama disallowed me to play wif the cream. hmm. played the drinking game. n four of us (me kn yn gz) drank down i think 3 or 4 bottles of water.(1.5 litres each) but i did not drink the most. =P
`OGL camp.
had loads of fun durin this period of time man! haha. really enjoyed myself during this 2day 1nite camp. most enjoyed was the world of combat. had fun tryin to throw the water bombs at the shadows n game masters. also had fun wif the cheerin in the 'swimming pool'.haha.enjoyed my time wif my family peeps den. although i still cannot remb some of u people names. =P sorry bout that. hehe.
`yesterday.
yesterday was the mark of the last week wif o6s22. a few of us went out together. spas.su wen. yan bo.xiao nao dai. da jian jia. seng lien.n me. haha. had fun goin round wif u guys. i think u guys should all appeal back!!haha. come back. den dere wun be seperation!kk.=D
Posted at 9:25 AM
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