I want to be alone... it is fcuk la....y muz u come back to me... i ignored... i choose to be the one in silence... are all these not enuf? wad do u want now? i dun wish to be involved... i'm tired... very tired... get outta my life.... i never deny my feelings for u... but wad good will it do? i would rather things to remain now as it is... we stick to the happy memories we have... it is ours... no one will have it... no one will be able to take it away... it is eternal... i dun wish to hurt mi or u further... i dun wan u in a spot... forgive me... I Wanna break off my addiction of lychee red tea....

lol... went to do the quiz at drawahouse.com n guess wad was me result?here it goes....

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

people out dere... go try it man!! haha...

three days nv blog le... wahh... i really nt very free to blog mah... but i'm here today!! haha... nv mind... let mi tok abt things that happened....
-24th december-
it was a busy day at work... duhh.. if not busy den die le.... haha.... who cares... slogged the day in cold storage... n my back was hurting like hell that day.... n somemore still kena kao bei by customer... wan complain me.... lol... i'm not bothered.... haha.... but the amt of work was so heavy that i thought of "fcuk christmas"... haha... nv mind.... went my uncle's house in the evening.... went for christmas party.... n i finally fully mastered bridge!! haha... it is a card game( for those that dun know) hehe.... den we played the game through the night lo... was a very very fun game although it requires lotsa strategising.... den went home at 2+ like tat.. damn tired... fell asleep went i landed on bed...
-25th december-
another busy day at work.... it makes me say fcuk to christmas... was so tired of facing the many turkeys n stuff... hai... made me so pissed.... n i found my throat is starting to hurt from all the toking... so went home early to rest.... after that went to east coast to cycle n stuff wif my cousins... hehe... was fun... although my whole body aches... =DD
-26th december-
should have juz typed today... nv mind.... went out wif my tution kiaz again... went for movie... Chronicle of Narnia... was a nice movie... although i dun like changes made to the story... was a nice movie on the overall.... haha.... den went pool again... sian... i was not playing on form la... but i really want to go BOWLING!! haha.... i missed it... but i think if i still nv play will really deprove like siao... haha... read *******'s blog... make me so luan... but i think i muz tok to him one of these days.... haha....

Listening to: Ji Mo Zai Chang Ge By Ah Sang

haix... nv mind... i stood for twelve hours today again!! lol... muz go claim my OT pay !! whahaha.... work was rather busy for today... but tml n sunday would be worse.... haha.... the D-Day!! the customers were also berrii ma fan lo.... wan this wan that.... troublesome! hehe... but i may not have time to blog for the nxt few days le.... coz my schedule for the days would be tight lor.... hahaha..... since got time now... i shall write a letter to santa....


Dear Santa,
This year is not exactly wonderful for me... i need a better 2006... the Ups N Downs.... haix... never mind... all these are now behind me... i am ready to face the better 2006 u will bring me.... heres a short wish list of mine for christmas=P;

blehx.... so sian todae... mostly rotted at home... went out only for a while... hehe.... so decided to blog here.... the past few days were so plain for mi... work took up my main schedule.... work is tirin but enjoyable... ^^ tuesday was last day for the orderin... as expected... not much ppl... whahaha.... was darn bored wif spas at the order counter... den i start tellin her fairy tales...-.- a childhood-less spas.... hahaha.... n we also tok cock alot too.... hehe... kpo abt each other... nth much to do that day... haha... den yesterday was tiring... i strained my eyes doin the collating of all the orders.... >.<>


Listening To: First Love By Utada Hikaru

Lend mi ur time...

Is it so difficult?

Give me the time to show my care,

My concern..

Is it so hard on u?

so many days nv blog leh... juz got reminder to blog(Thanks!!) haha.... was very busy n tired the past few days... worked for twelve hours each on sat n sun!! so tired.... half a day spent inside cold storage... den mi n spas also made wei wen treat us to dinner on sunday... whahaha.... but spas kena badly traumatised by wei wen also.... hehe... he also promised to treat us to a gd meal after christmas... haha....another manager called benita was so sweet.. haha... she was a very kind lady... tat time helped denise wif the turkey issue n now also help mi stand up against spas.... she also know spas bullied mi...><>


Listening To: Bu Zuo Ni De Peng You By S.H.E

Lychee Red Tea;

it reminds mi of u;

it reminded mi of our past;

the day when u told mi of it;

the many times i drank it;

it brought back the happy moments we had...

another new skin... muahahaha.... was convinced to change again.... hehe... but nv the less... i like this one....hahaha.... today went out wif spas, alford, yue qi, n ber... went to watch king kong.... was nice? haha... lotsa happened inside the cinema... den the show was rather long lo... 183 mins leh.... nv the less.... it was gd... went pool at paradiz after that... played in the most sucky manner... n it is the first time i got black ball in...-.- sian diao.... went for dinner at LJS... ber was askin everyone to help her get ketchup lor... haha... den walk walk at plaza sing n went home.... also had supper... katong laksa!! n sushi.... hehe.... so full...


Listening to: Nothing.

the sad guy... haha... new blogskin... nice colour combi... n i spent quite a while gettin everything into place^^ so nice!! whahahaha.... today was so long... work was tiring... ehuf of those stupid customers lo... so luo li luo suo.... kip wantin to complain this complain that...... -.- so the ma fan.... dun wan the tukey n stuff den dun come la... come n make a big fuss but nv order.... i'm so tired... today wei wen kor kor kena bullied... haha... we go make him treat us to chocolates!! muaahahaha.... but he darn generous lo... come out frm pocket is 10 bucks.... -.-" ppl wif too much $$.... haha....slightly enlarged my font.. coz i think quite hard to see...><


Listening to: Lan Se Yu By Landy Wen Lan

lol... wad a day... was supposed to be working... buden the schedule changed... n i got a extra day off today... w00t.... but i was nua-ing at home in the morning... hehe.... went out in the afternoon wif my parents for lunch n shop.... went home after that... was lazzee to go out.... hahaha.... never the less... i'm still so broke... pay kena stuck.... have to wait till earliest round 21st to 22nd den can get pay lores.... ><


Listening to : Ye Qu By Jay Chou

what a day man... woke up late... damn! i have work at 1100 n i woke up at 1100.... w0w! hahaha... rushed lo.... den forgot to bring money except for the few coins...-.- so the diao.... went for 'break'.... actually went for pool.... ^.^ but was not even on form at all... alford became rather tyco... >


Listening to: Qi Shi Ni Bu Dong Wo De Xin- Chen Wei Lian


How well do u understand mi??

Yesterday was SHIT... i did the wrong order date for the customer....... AHHH..... den landed wei wen kor kor(mi de manager) into deep shit.... haha... never the less... he only kena screwed by the customer... but the prob was settled... but i feel kinda guilty... haha... den he was like praying to mi n spas not to make ani more mistakes... hahahaha.... mi n spas yesterday also went all around cold storage to do the food testing! hehe.... the chocolates n red wine was nice!! den de pepsi guy was darn funny... i went to threaten to steal he pepsi samples... haha...
As for today... it was far worse.... went to work half awake n wif a headache..... stoned at the counter for awhile.. den came my worse disaster... the idian man that argued wif wei wen at the cold storage entrance came back!! den he asked to see the 'public relations officer'..... lol... it should be wei wen... den he still at home!! lol... den went into office to ask... de ppl all dun wan tok to him... ><>
spoil my day.... i guess if i nv wear cold storage uniform... i would use all my vocab to #@%%^&&^%%& him back.... lol.... den after he left wif all the @#%%^&%&^%... loads of stuff suddenly pile up on mi... got to ans mani fone calls n attend to customers.... den kena screwed mani times...=.=


Listening to: Wan Ling Rou - Dang Wo Men Tong Zai Yi Qi


the wounds u inflict on mi will all open up with ur addittion of every new wound..... whr? on my heart... do u know?

5 random facts abt myself.

1; i love to crAp!! honourable disciple of the Crapping Sutra..muahahaha....
2; i am a super picky eater.... it is hard for mi to say that food i ate in is perfect....(although i am rather sui bian in choosing my meals...)
3; i love black n white... haha......( my cupboard is filled with 95% black or white clothes!!)
4; i am very chinese... (mainly chinese music...n also chinese novels...)
5; it is never easy to understand mi well... u can try... but i change easily... haha...

this is my 21st entrie.... mi de fav no. zhi yi! haha.... was bored n tired... tired coz of work... de order form finish le... dunno should be happy not... lol... coz we used the photocopied one... den nid to kip running to de office... make me so tired... somemore todae got loads of orders.... lol.... haha... thank goodness i saw these through my crystal ball... so asked to change shift wif spas.... muahahaha..... den went home for dinner... mi mama went out... so self cook.... hahaha.... i like to cook... =D so got myself a super nice bowl of hor fun!! =P ate n watched tv... stone also... den here to blog...


Listening to: Dong Jie By JJ Lin (one of mi fav!!)


u moved my heart;
u touched my heart;
u hurt my heart;
u killed my heart;

天空 - 蔡依林
曲︰衛斯理 詞︰衛斯理／小米 編︰小安
＊聽著自己的心跳　沒有規則地跳躍
我安靜地在思考　並不想被誰打擾
我們曾緊緊擁抱　卻又輕易地放掉
那種感覺很微妙　該怎麼說才好

＃時間分割成對角　停止你對我的好
瓦解我們的依靠

＋在你離開之後的天空　我像風箏尋一個夢
雨後的天空　是否有放晴後的面容
我靜靜的望著天空　試著尋找失落的感動
只能用笑容　期待著雨過天晴的彩虹

重唱　＊,＃,＋,＋

在你離開之後的天空　我像風箏尋一個夢
我靜靜地望著天空　試著尋找失落的感動

lol.... today is my off day!! y so happi? i also dunno.. went out again wif tution kias lo.... yq, rice bin n dust bin? hahaha..... went walk all over orchard... den went paradiz centre for pool... den mi n spas was darn tyco lo... hahaha... ultimate skill!! played till 7 plus lo... went for dinner... n walked all the way back to orchard.... went shop arnd also... yq was fascinated by the wallet shop/// haha.... n we all aimed for a new wallet...=p yq n alford also went back to the state of jobless.... dun be sad though... =DD denise also got wei wen pissed.... n she bought him a PURPLE keychain to apologise? lol... nv the less... today was fun lo.... especially goin against my tupid neighbour.... haha....


Listening to: Zhou Xing Xing by Wu Ke Qun


friends n love.... is dere aline in between? even if dere is... i think de line is so fine.... never the less... love still break up friendships... it is a almost NO for couples that broke up to remain as frens as good as before... even after confessions... frenship will start to alter n change... the weirdness... haha... we may say where got? but it is dere.... ;heart dead;

today... sian lor... actually wanted to take off... n go town de... but found out got not much $$... so decided to stay put in cold storage... haha.... today morning went pool again!! hahaha... i think kena pool obsession le.... but neva mind... it is fun!! haha... was not really on form... but still okie ba? whahaha.... tyconess rawk! den work again lor.... i was forced to do collating for spas.... kena tortured...><>


Listening to: Canon in D(Piano Solo)
Reading: Chinese Novel


Music.... my main love now.... heart? dead....

手放開 - 李聖傑
曲︰方文良 詞︰十方 編︰安棟
我把自己關起來　只留下一個陽台
每當天黑推開城門　對著夜幕發呆
看著往事　一幕一幕
再次演出你我的愛

我把電視機打開　聽著別人的對白
也許那些故事　可以給我一個交代
你要的愛　我學不來
眼睜睜看情變壞　人怔怔看情感慨

＊不能給你未來　我還你現在
安靜結束也是另一種對待
當眼淚流下來　傷已超載
分開也是另一種明白

＃〔我給你〕最後的疼愛　是手放開
不要一張雙人床中間隔著一片海
感情的污點就留給時間慢慢漂白
把愛收進胸前左邊口袋

＋最後的疼愛　是手放開
不想用言語拉扯所以選擇不責怪
感情就像候車月台　有人走有人來
我的心是一個站牌　寫著等待

重唱　＊,＃,＋,＃,＋
我把收音機打開　聽著別人的失敗
哽咽的聲音彷彿訴說著相同悲哀
你的依賴　還在胸懷
我無法輕易推開　我無法隨便走開
感情中專心的人容易被傷害

two days passed..yesterday was darn tired... stood at work for 8.5 hrs lor... >..< also went pool wif ber, rui jie n alford lo...was playin lyke shit... no form ba... n rather crowded... but i still won quite a number of games^^


Listening To: Zhen Ming Tian Zi By Luo Zhi Xiang


time will not allow u to forget... once in ur heart... forever it will be... unless ur heart dies... nothn will be erased from it....time passed... i tried to forget... but it is impossible... so i choose to ignore... maybe this is the best for me... i wished to be dead...

wo xi wang ni xing fu, ji shi, na ge gei ni xing fu de ren, bu shi wo...
wo xi wang ta kuai le, ji shi, wo you na me yi han, gei ta kuai le de ren, bu shi wo...

chen ren ai qing, you shi bi chen ren bu ai hai kun nan, wo ai ni, que yi tai chi le...

lots to do at work today... was rather busy... wif all the bao ka liao stuff... also played bball in the morning... but was boring la... coz i was so nua dere.... haha... work was as usual lo... except today got more orders... lol... nth much about today...


Listening to: Xin Tong By Kit Chan


Life is lots better today... i dun worry whether u will tok to mi... i dun worry abt being ignored by u... i let go... haha... nv mind... i am happy today!!

back from long waited prom!! haha.... was fun!! but mood was nt so gd for mi... not much mood to dance... but still danced a bit lor... hehe....de food was reasonably ok... i mainly ate the appetizers n deserts onli... not much of the main course.... hahaha.. so odd... nv win the lucky draw!! Zen Vision leh!!! ahhh... took photos also... fun nite lo... hmm.. den today... was a busy day at work... lots of things to do... all my bao ka liao stuff... haha.... n i read finish Da Vinci Code le!! stupid ending... haha...


Listening to: Ben Xiao Hai By Andy Lau


your cold shoulder... chilled my heart to the deepest... it froze n died... is this wad u want? if it is... u have already made it.... but after this while of cooling down... i learnt alot... more than u expected... i decided to let go... let go my love... my emotions... get it off my back... i want to live as a happy person after this....even without u... u're not gonna be my everything.... although i care... it does not mean i would not let go... i will n i am goin to... dun worry.... i will make sure i live my life better without u.... enrich my life with music.....

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