Wednesday, November 30, 2005
不屑纪念
十月十八我生日这一天
蜡烛熄灭后浮现你的脸
你说祝我生日快乐
但还有话挂在嘴边你说你身边
多了一个他
之后伤人的话你不想讲
你说你会怀念或纪念
谢谢你我该说声感谢
我不屑纪念这一天我们分别
我不屑怀念你的嘴喊着抱歉
我后来发现你的侧脸
只是我脑子里面的一点残缺
一点残缺
但还有话你挂在嘴边
我不屑怀念你的脸欲止又言
忘了说抱歉的是我才对
Posted at 10:22 PM
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long n tiring day for mi... legs hurt lyke hell today ... but still went for work... actually wanted to ask spas take over.. but she went to wash her uniform!! argh!! so disappointing... hehe... but nv mind la... let her relax since she gg for cruise... pray for her not to drop into the sea... hehe... aft work den came home rot lo.... boredd... haha... i am also learning to take everything easy....
Listening to: Feng By Jay Chou
Reading: Still Da Vinci Code...
Watching: Save Your Last Dance For Me (zui hou zhi wu) ; damn nice!!
things seem to be rather heated yesterday.... i lost my cool totally... even at my frens... hai... my apologies to them....=X i did not mean it... but i was juz too pissed... maybe it is juz a little affair not worthy of concern.... but it is darn impt to mi... i dun like to be ignored suddenly for no reason.... i may be foolish... but this is wad i am... dun expect mi to be a saint... i do have feelings... u broke ur promise of being my fren... y should i still care so much... i should juz let go..... i regret not doin it sooner.... when i still dun feel so much for u... but for now... it seems so hard for mi to break off... i hate this.....
Posted at 10:07 PM
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
today was a busy day... haha... woke up at 0930 lik tat.. was damn sleepy... but still got out of bed n on mi com... saw a rare person online... zj lor... nv ever saw him online so early.... love changes lots.... hehe... after awhile went to work... was readin Da Vinci Code at work initially... coz damn bored.... noone arnd... later near afternooon was okie le... got quite alot of orders.... den wei wen(manager) threw mi the collated orders lor... ask mi help him counter-check... (PS: his maths sucks)... counted once for him le still got quite afew errors.... make mi life so hard to count... knocked off round one hour late lores..... at six like tat.... =X after that went out wif mi de parents to shop at beauty world dere.... mi got a new pants n also another long sleeve!! haha.... den went dinner... den suddenly rain lor... kena trapped at bukit timah dere... >< should i work tml??
Listening to: Wo You Zui By Kenji Wu Ke Qun
wad is love? pain? lies? never to mi... it will not be it animore... once u lied... the second n the third lie will slowly come out....never think it is so easy to lie ONCE... guys.... never try to balance on two boats... sure fall one day... Gals... u wun ever try this... guys have sixth sense too.... love is incomplete without lies.... wad aload of CRAP! haha... love is the best at the truest... but how true can it be.... god knows....
Posted at 10:17 PM
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hai... today... work n work lor... but worked for three hrs only!! haha denise took over three of my hours... =pp coz need to get prom clothes... den went down to bugis wif zj lor... went dere for abt two hours... shopped around parco n OG lor... only walked about to decide... but in the end we each got a shirt from DoManChi lor... branded k... costed a bomb... but we got the same shirt... hahaha... but wear it rather differently... i am wearing wif a casual coat.. zj wearing wif Blazer.... never the less.. was rather fun to shop round lo... went back cwp to get my coat... zj accompanied mi... den also got a pair of shoes... all this costed me alot!!! so broke now.... T.T goin out wif zj was fun lar.... the both of us crapped alot lo... coz we knew alot abt each other mah... hehe... also found out more abt each other lores.... nothing much ba... except for the money spent><>
Listening to: Ru Guo De Shi By Angela Zhang n Fan Wei Qi
Reading: Da Vinci Code(coz mi de book wif spas!!)
u're always not by my side when i need u... u're always helping him out instead of me... wad r frens like u said? u treat mi like a stranger.... u dun feel so but i do! the frens u talk about to me r just loads of crap.... u say but u dun do... wad's the use... dun try to cover animore... it is too obvious....
Posted at 2:17 PM
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Monday, November 28, 2005
today was long... woke up rather late as i watched show until rather late... abt 1plus... watching mainly love in harvard... haha... was damn nice lorrr... went work n got to write two orders!! hehe... was the most up to date.. my heel was hurting though... from the continuos standing... maybe should learn frm spas... go sit in toilet... haha... also went to search high n low for the Da Vinci Code... denise lent in from alford den left it behind... -.- y am i lookin for it rite?? haha.. nv mind... i'm kind^^ went home after work... rotted for awhile... den went out for dinner n shop for awhile at yishun dere... saw a rather nice tee... but the workmanship SUCKS... haha.. nv mind... it was rather ex too... so nv buy in the end... hai... still bothered by prom nite....
Listening to: Wo Ke Yi Ren Shou By Xu Jie Er
Reading: same book as yesterday... not yet finished...
Thinking of: those that r in my heart....
breaking off those memories is hard... i'm tryin.. dun worry... i will want to make it too.. n i WILL MAKE IT!
dun worry... i'll only think of those worthy of it.... i will miss those that r worthy of my misses... i will not be wasting any more energy on all this... it is not worth it.... i need more than wad i have to accomplish all this... someone help mi... hai... who can rite?it is all up to mi mi n mi.........
Posted at 1:58 PM
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我可以忍受 - 徐婕兒
曲︰郭逸凡 詞︰徐婕兒
＊我可以忍受 你不夠愛我
我可以忍受 你有別的夢
就算是編謊話哄我
至少你還在乎我的感受
＃我可以忍受 眼神的空洞
我可以忍受 你時間不夠用
卻不能忍受 做了那麼多
是她擁有 我該得到的溫柔
＋愛著你 是我改不了 也不願改的習慣
要放開 哪有那麼簡單
了解你 是我說不出 也不承認的悲哀
包容你 是我體諒的愛 別當作應該
重唱 ＊,＃,＋,＊,＃
OH NO NO NO 不要說對不起
原來你要的不是我
不要說謝謝你 什麼你永遠在我心中
CAN YOU TELL ME WHY?
這樣的我 你也曾愛過 不是嗎
重唱 ＊,＃
是她擁有 我沒看過的笑容
Posted at 8:08 AM
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Sunday, November 27, 2005
todae... hmm... was a normal dae for mi lor... not long but not short... juz nice ba... work was more interesting ba... got do collection n ordering le...=P actually wanted to go town after work to get clothes de... but kena pang seh by SOMEONE lor.... hmph.... went home to rot after work den.... haha... went causeway point instead lor... n i found some nice clothes for prom.... BUT they r damn ex lor... still considering wad to do.... hmm... any ideas? hehe.. i also bought SHE's new album todae!! haha... darn nice lor... also went to look at creative de stuff.. compared the prices n deciding which to get after collecting pay....=DD
Listening to: Bu Xiang Zhang Da By SHE
REading: Chen Ren Ai Wo Hen Nan Mah?(chinese novel)
zai bu ken ding ta ai wo de ahi hou, wo ai shang le ta...
zai ming zhi dao ta wu fa hui ying wo de gan qing shi, wo nai ran xuan zhe wei ta fu chu.
ying wei ta, bing leng de dian nao bu zai shi dian nao, ta you le shen ming
ying wei ta, wo ren zhen tou ru zhe yi duan gan qing
ying wei ta, wo shang hai le ling yi ge ta
ying wei ta, wo xue dao le she mo shi ai.
you xie ren, yi dan cuo guo le, jiu zhu ding shi qu;
you xie ai, yi dan bu shuo, jiu zhu ding yi han;
you xie gan jue, yi dan bu ba wo, jiu zhu ding bian tiao.
Posted at 1:30 PM
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Saturday, November 26, 2005
MUNDANE! the only word to describe my first work day....stood dere for the whole day without much to do lor... was damn bored... den spastic came up wif the idea of covering head wif plastic bag n tok to urself... was darn lame.... but luff quite abit lor... the ppl dere were all quite nice lor... but weiwen(the manager in charge) went on leave... making the both of us look so dumb not knowing wad to do at first... but the day passed in a damn slow mannner as there is no much to do...=X also came up wif the best 'idea for denise' near the end of the day... made her so funny... (PS: she made lots of stupid mistakes too!!)
Listening: Zhang Xin by Guang Liang Pin Guan
It is dumb to doubt others... Give them the benefit of the doubt lar... Who cares... it is ur prob if u lied... it is against ur conscience, not mine.... Give me a bREAK man!
Posted at 2:31 PM
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Friday, November 25, 2005
Wad is love man?
y is it so hard to love?
love is so painful...
dun love n u dun feel de pain?
NO WAY..
it is no matter of a choice....
dun think so little of love....
it has the strong power..
to change a lot of stuff...
years of friendship...
i used to console others by saying "na de qi, fang de xia"...
i find it so hard to be possible...
i lifted it up, i dared not place it down...
it is too hard for mi....
noone understands.....
Posted at 2:32 PM
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Thursday, November 24, 2005
todae was a long day.... went down to Raffles Place early at 9plus.... went down to the office again cos spas wanted to bring her fren dere.... den went to Parkway Shenton in Republic Plaza for the jab lor... waited for quite a while dere lor... actually half the time was juz waiting for denise's turn lor!! the jab was okie=) Spas was complaining it hurt alot but i dun think so leh...maybe is her doctor noob ba=DD Alford was bullying denise like mad also... keep slapping her in the clinic....Later went back to causeway to meet yue qi... went for lunch... den denise n yq damn lang fei.... spend $4+ on the food also nv finish lores.... haha... After tat went for pool... denise treated mah.... spent abt 3+ hours inside lor.... was not in the pool mood for mi ... den all my shots were not focused.... yq n alford caught up instead... i was mainly listening to songs dere..n also in my thoughts...=p (sorry Spas!) Later went for the so called "job briefing"... We were Supposed to WEAR THE UNIFORM!! so shit lor... i dun like the uniform=( anyway the manager guy was friendly though.... n me n denise are to work wif two other ppl for the order-taking thing.... btw... Denise was mesmerized by the guy lor...=P found out that the job was not as tough as described la... but problem is to stand for very long only....=( den came home wif food lor... den watch tee bee... n now am i blogging here!
Posted at 9:00 PM
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Wad is true love? someone pls tell me wad it is... i wanna know... to love or to hate u? i really dunno... i feel like i have let u down.... but u're obviously in the wrong too.... dun try to be innocent... a relationship will crash is mainly due to both parties but not one.... i still miss u ba.................. -Wo Shi Zhen Xin De- why u dun choose to believe me?Believe me pls....
Posted at 12:22 PM
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Dunno y?haha...i'm back to blogging again... i really did not expect this day to be here... but after all, i think i still nid a place to get every thing off my back ba...i think my life really sucks totally... but pretty sure i'm not the only one=D got back to school today... juz to listen to the slowpoke Vp tok abt PAE... was damn bored in the hall... n almost dozed off... den got back CCA card n stuff from mrs poh lor.... i was rather "gonG" when i read the PAE stuff... but i knew something... i have sucky results n this is not doin to be good... My father was rather kpo n wanted to read this info too....OMG...he seems to be rather prepared to decide for mi... i dun want to be controlled.. i'm no puppet... i want my right to make the choice lor....
Posted at 8:42 AM
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005
真愛 - 183CLUB
曲︰呂紹淳 詞︰柯呈雄 編︰呂紹淳
記憶像遊樂園般精采
我們像對戀人相愛
幸福是應該不會是當然
只怪我們都太貪玩
思念像雲朵般柔軟
而你靜靜躺在我胸懷
我像是任性走失的小孩
緊緊抱著孤單
我們都曾經明白
也都曾經遺憾
錯過了愛 就難以重來
不要害怕去坦白
怕容易被你寵壞
忘了該與不該
＊到哪裡找回真愛
找回所有遺憾
愛的真相 就能夠解開
多給我一些片段
拼湊未知的意外
失去記憶最初的愛
我是被你遺忘的精采
你卻帶著記憶離開
心跳是我們唯一的呼喊
提醒我們曾經相愛
你的笑像陽光般燦爛
小心翼翼藏在我口袋
在我脆弱時給了我溫暖
誰也無法取代
但我們都曾明白
也都曾經遺憾
一旦錯過 就難以重來
不要害怕去坦白
怕又容易被寵壞
忘了該與不該
重唱 ＊
Posted at 4:46 PM
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